A way to get braver?

[ifeelsobad]

I can't find any good ways to kill myself. All I can think of is jumping in front of a train or off a bridge? But how do I make myself do it? Please tell me. I want to do it today. I have no hope left at all

 

[FuneralCry]

I imagine that many who managed to succeed just got so determined, I envy those people as those methods sound terrifying to me, it's inhumane how it's so difficult to die.

 

[ClownWorld2023]

The hardest part seems to be "letting go".

I'm going to workaround this by sedating myself and at the same time holding onto positive thoughts/beliefs when I'm going to CTB.
This should prevent doubts and the survival instinct from taking over.


It would also be good to do some self-inquiry and process negative beliefs about death and/or the afterlife if you have any.
There are more valid logical and rational arguments as to why something like "hell" or "eternal damnation" is unlikely to exist.

 

[haibane]

I cant help u as im still here too but yes it's disgusting how this pro life society make suicide so hard.