Venting A waste of potential

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I can't live another day just to see how I threw all away. I can't take it anymore. This sucks.

 

[TheQ22]

Sorry you feel that way, it's kind of how I'm feeling too.

 

[lostangel]

Hey, I'm sorry you're suffering. I feel like that too. I kind of hope that life actually means something and is not just pointless suffering.

 

[Deleted member 19654]

I feel that way too. There's the wasted potential in terms of missed opportunities and there's also wasted potential in terms of not putting in the effort to try and achieve something. I could try and turn my life around now but I just don't have the energy to do it.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Imagine having everything to have a good life and being stuck in this suicidal state of mind that forbids you to success. It really sucks and makes me want to ctb. Many people would want to be in my place and I want to die.

 

[nerve]

Every day is littered with reminders of how much I've let myself down

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way too & really hope you can find some sort of light to get you through the day. This sucks.

 

[TheQ22]

Imagine having everything to have a good life and being stuck in this suicidal state of mind that forbids you to success. It really sucks and makes me want to ctb. Many people would want to be in my place and I want to die.

If I could sort out my financial problems I probably wouldn't want to ctb, but I can't so I don't see any other option at my age. It's shit, I don't want to hurt my kids, but I think I can't go on much longer.

 

[Deleted member 19654]

Imagine having everything to have a good life and being stuck in this suicidal state of mind that forbids you to success. It really sucks and makes me want to ctb. Many people would want to be in my place and I want to die.

There's definitely some guilt attached. I don't like the idea of just throwing it all away but I'm sick of life. I also feel like I don't deserve this life when so many people that do end up dying prematurely. If only there was a way to trade places with people.

 

[almost_dead]

I can't live another day just to see how I threw all away. I can't take it anymore. This sucks.

You are blaming yourself completely as if you have absolute control over the situations in Life . If life is not worth living , why you care about life anyways ?

 

[Ghost2211]

I certainly wouldn't gatekeep suicide. Every reason is valid. Only each of us must live our own personal hell. Sure, some people have more wealth, loved ones, or opportunity in life. In the end those things may not be the missing puzzle piece one needs for life to be worth living.

 

[Painless_end]

Sorry to hear about your pain, do you feel like giving details ?

What did you "throw away" ?

 

[catsarecool]

This is so relatable it hurts. I have so many ambitions and when I look back to when I was younger I had so much potential. Now I'm just basically rotting away.

 

[Wayfaerer]

It's the worst part of becoming suicidal, realizing the wasted potential. If only life offered 2nd chances...

 

[Breadbfra]

I've never related to something this much. I feel like I'm wasting away my family's wealth and efforts to make me feel good. But I have had enough.