Blue Rose
Student
- Feb 6, 2021
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There is a major search portal in South Korea, which name is Naver. Naver serves a service, which name is Jisik-In.
Jisik-In is a kind of asking & answering corner.
When a user writes and uploads his/her question on this corner, other users or some experts answer it.
Surely other countries have the same or similar service on their major search portal. Anyway it has a gloomy tragic.
One day, a user asked others to translate Japanese paragraphs into Korean. But there was a huge disaster in them.
These Japanese paragraph which he had found on the Internet WERE the parts of the book,
called 'The Complete Manual of Suicide by Tsurumi Wataru', someone translated them soon.
Of course, the translator worried about the possible aftermath.
But the questioner said that he had been interested in this unique book just.
And after a few days, the user hanged himself... Along that translation.
The translator deleted his answer with intense guilt immediately.
And the blog link of this suicide was known to many users of Naver.
Even now, they leave the comments on his blog. Here I introduce one of them.
It was the most impressive comment which I had seen.
The Original Text & The translation
솔직히 말하자면 자살을 생각하는 사람은 인내심이 없는 사람인줄 알고만 살아왔어요.
다 똑같이 힘들고 아픈 줄 알았고, 그걸 견디느냐 아니냐의 차이인줄 알았어요.
그러다 우연히 당신의 글들을 쭉 보게됐는데 머리가 세차게 울리더라구요.
Frankly speaking, I used to think all suicides are impatient.
I used to think that all people bear their hardship and pain,
And some bear them to the end well and others give up for their impatience.
One day, I read your threads by chance on your blog for a long time, I felt my head ringing intensely.
제가 대체 무슨 생각을 가졌던건지, 대체 그 사람들을 뭐라고 생각했던건지,
또 당신같은 사람에게 어떤 마음과 차별어린 시선을가지고있었는지 말이에요.
눈물 없이 운 것 같아요. 가슴이 이렇게 찢어진건 처음인 것 같아요. 이때까지와는 다른 통증이에요.
I asked myself. What did I think about all suicides? Why did I consider them as the impatient recklessly on earth?
I realised that I had had the biased mind onto them and had discriminated them.
I cried without tears. I felt this pain in my heart first. I have never felt it before.
세상 어딘가 존재하던 당신이 이젠 어느곳에도 존재하지 않게되기 2일 전 사진이네요.
그 손으로 스스로의 존재를 지우실때 어떤 마음이셨나요. 어쩌면 저같은 생각을 가진 사람때문에 그런 선택까지 가셨던걸까요.
어쩌면 제가 살인자인걸까요.당신의 그 손이 아니라 내 생각으로 당신을 죽인걸수도 있겠네요.
You had uploaded the photo of your hand two days ago, before your CTB date.
How were you when you were erasing yourself in this world? Maybe the person like me made you decide your CTB.
Am I a murderer? Maybe my prejudice made you kill yourself, not your hands.
이 감정, 죄책감 보다 더한 감정을 당신은 어떻게 견뎠나요.
How could you endure your painful emotion? I feel deep guilty, but you felt the more than what I am feeling!
Jisik-In is a kind of asking & answering corner.
When a user writes and uploads his/her question on this corner, other users or some experts answer it.
Surely other countries have the same or similar service on their major search portal. Anyway it has a gloomy tragic.
One day, a user asked others to translate Japanese paragraphs into Korean. But there was a huge disaster in them.
These Japanese paragraph which he had found on the Internet WERE the parts of the book,
called 'The Complete Manual of Suicide by Tsurumi Wataru', someone translated them soon.
Of course, the translator worried about the possible aftermath.
But the questioner said that he had been interested in this unique book just.
And after a few days, the user hanged himself... Along that translation.
The translator deleted his answer with intense guilt immediately.
And the blog link of this suicide was known to many users of Naver.
Even now, they leave the comments on his blog. Here I introduce one of them.
It was the most impressive comment which I had seen.
The Original Text & The translation
솔직히 말하자면 자살을 생각하는 사람은 인내심이 없는 사람인줄 알고만 살아왔어요.
다 똑같이 힘들고 아픈 줄 알았고, 그걸 견디느냐 아니냐의 차이인줄 알았어요.
그러다 우연히 당신의 글들을 쭉 보게됐는데 머리가 세차게 울리더라구요.
Frankly speaking, I used to think all suicides are impatient.
I used to think that all people bear their hardship and pain,
And some bear them to the end well and others give up for their impatience.
One day, I read your threads by chance on your blog for a long time, I felt my head ringing intensely.
제가 대체 무슨 생각을 가졌던건지, 대체 그 사람들을 뭐라고 생각했던건지,
또 당신같은 사람에게 어떤 마음과 차별어린 시선을가지고있었는지 말이에요.
눈물 없이 운 것 같아요. 가슴이 이렇게 찢어진건 처음인 것 같아요. 이때까지와는 다른 통증이에요.
I asked myself. What did I think about all suicides? Why did I consider them as the impatient recklessly on earth?
I realised that I had had the biased mind onto them and had discriminated them.
I cried without tears. I felt this pain in my heart first. I have never felt it before.
세상 어딘가 존재하던 당신이 이젠 어느곳에도 존재하지 않게되기 2일 전 사진이네요.
그 손으로 스스로의 존재를 지우실때 어떤 마음이셨나요. 어쩌면 저같은 생각을 가진 사람때문에 그런 선택까지 가셨던걸까요.
어쩌면 제가 살인자인걸까요.당신의 그 손이 아니라 내 생각으로 당신을 죽인걸수도 있겠네요.
You had uploaded the photo of your hand two days ago, before your CTB date.
How were you when you were erasing yourself in this world? Maybe the person like me made you decide your CTB.
Am I a murderer? Maybe my prejudice made you kill yourself, not your hands.
이 감정, 죄책감 보다 더한 감정을 당신은 어떻게 견뎠나요.
How could you endure your painful emotion? I feel deep guilty, but you felt the more than what I am feeling!
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