I personally grown more nihilistic, misanthropic and angry with my past self, now and others due to the fact of how our world is going and the fact we enlist the worst individuals in power that will destroy our lives thus we do very little about it on a broader level. and on a personal sense I've had troubles about my future since I wish to get into creative fields, but I eventually have to go to trade school and give into the mediocrity of life which I do not wish for especially having to talk to people I despise every day in out or worse end up homeless. What would be best?: finding a way to commit suicide or just get therapy like any other normal human being?
Drogon
Lost And Gone Forever
- Aug 16, 2025
- 83
What trade are ya thinking ?
Therapy is always a good option especially if you haven't been before .
Therapy is always a good option especially if you haven't been before .
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braziliansuicidegirl
Member
- Nov 9, 2020
- 34
I can't tell you what to do. But I've caught myself thinking the same thing many times over the years. For now, I've chosen to go to therapy and keep trying, and I don't regret that so far. I've had some good moments, even though most of the time hasn't been that great. I like to think of suicide as a plan B, when I can't take it anymore, when I'm tired of trying, that would be it. It comforts me to know that when I don't want to live anymore, I can just give up.
None since I've been wanting to be an actor, story writer or musician but I'm certain it will blow up in my face
Much like religion, I have a huge distrust to therapy since most people including myself used it as a way of escapism but that's just me
Hollowillow
The only place that allows negative feelings.
- Aug 7, 2022
- 1,528
Why not all of it? Trade school, art on the side, trade art, think of death like an artist, get a burn out trying to do it all, trying to find balance, with some luck you die of a heart attack at 50 from too much coffee... I wish... I can't drink it. Everything is mediocre. Finding value is a choice... One i'm too in pain to make. Good luck
LastLightFade...
Member
- Jan 12, 2026
- 5
If you're not sure, you shouldn't proceed to suicide. I think it's best if you try to seek therapy first and give it a try. There's not really much to lose; we all hate things we've done in the past. I suggest giving more thought to suicide rather than coming to an immediate conclusion.
I love that you're trying to get help and have had some good moments! I was thinking about this the other day, that if someone has it in them to be happy and have good moments then it's worth living.
@ezboy45 Like others have said there's no need to rush into anything. I've had suicidal ideation for years-you really don't wanna be like me-someone who thought I was gonna CTB every year so just wasted life away and then 10 years later I've neither done that or done anything else with my life. It's really hard to go through with so even from that point of view it's better to give life a go if you can cos it ain't easy to CTB unless you're truly desperate. Always best to think of it as a very last resort imo. You sound young enough to turn things around so therapy might not be a bad idea. Wish you the best and hope you find a way to do what you want in life!
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Sphinxi
Member
- Jan 4, 2026
- 92
I find myself feeling very misanthropic and jaded sometimes, but usually my mind changes when I am around quality people. Maybe try going to a community event or something?
Green Destiny
Life isn't worth the trouble.
- Nov 16, 2019
- 912
Definitely get where you're coming from. The world has gotten worse over the years ran by people who want nothing more than to crush us all after using us for what little worth we have. Can't help but to feel nothing but apathy about everything.
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