A question I really want to know from you guys

[Laststop]

Most of us here who posts things have talked about the issues we've had in life that made it so bad we want to get out. Which can make doing it hard, because of SI. But...does anyone have the opposite side of wanting to CTB they can talk about? Like, instead of the negative things about living, is there anything about CTB that is actually appealing to you? Anything, not matter what it is?

 

[Orin]

To discover what's on the other side. To satisfy that curiosity.

 

[Asta]

Yes, Laststop, so appealing! Going home to be with my Mother, loved ones and friends who left too soon. Having seen and felt just small glimpses of the light and love that's there makes it frustrating to still be trapped in a body. For those who think there's only oblivion, that would be OK, too. At least you could be sure of never having to come back to this world!

 

[oopswronglife]

Nothing appealing to me. It's not something I WANT to do and nothing I might learn from it is anything I won't learn one day anyway without choice since we all die. To me this is all a horrible inconvenience.

 

[Ladylethal]

To finally feel peace and to perhaps see loved ones

 

[binturong]

My life is like quirky joke,year before last, when I realized that my true dream is leave this world,suicidal thoughts free me from longstanding depression and anxiety,But it has its drawbacks,that been cause new mental problems - often obsessive desire ctb (even when everything is as good). I've always been strange and my attitude towards my ctb strange too, feel like I'm going on a epic journey, such intrigue. And I like to study the suicidal mind,nature and philosophy it. Now it theme my life, my destiny (it's not time yet,but I will wait patiently). I don't fit into thes world, forever like as a guest, forever fettered to mental and somatic problems, I'm just tired and want to go home, it might be nothing, well, then it doesn't really matter.. The important thing is what I will go with dreams, go happy my last hours.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Most of us here who posts things have talked about the issues we've had in life that made it so bad we want to get out. Which can make doing it hard, because of SI. But...does anyone have the opposite side of wanting to CTB they can talk about? Like, instead of the negative things about living, is there anything about CTB that is actually appealing to you? Anything, not matter what it is?

No.

 

[bath salts]

Most of us here who posts things have talked about the issues we've had in life that made it so bad we want to get out. Which can make doing it hard, because of SI. But...does anyone have the opposite side of wanting to CTB they can talk about? Like, instead of the negative things about living, is there anything about CTB that is actually appealing to you? Anything, not matter what it is?

Not having to listen to the people around me berate me, not having to listen to the voice inside my head that tells me I'm a disgusting and worthless waste of a human life, knowing that my siblings will probably get taken away from my mother because of my decision... in all, seems pretty good haha (except maybe the dying without doing my fair share in life part lol)

 

[stoney126]

Most of us here who posts things have talked about the issues we've had in life that made it so bad we want to get out. Which can make doing it hard, because of SI. But...does anyone have the opposite side of wanting to CTB they can talk about? Like, instead of the negative things about living, is there anything about CTB that is actually appealing to you? Anything, not matter what it is?

This stems as you believing in an afterlife or religion, which I don't think is super common among people looking to CTB. But if you are, I would state it and not beat around the bush hoping someone will as well.

For me, I don't believe in an afterlife. There is nothing for me to learn from CTB; as once I CTB, I can no longer learn or share what I have learned with others. It is just the end, like when I had to put my dog down. There was nothing to learn from that; he didn't learn anything. He just isn't alive anymore,, and his body has been cremated (not sure what exactly happened to it though; it was a group cremation I had to agree with).

 

[a_strange_day]

Nothingness, void, no longer exist, call it what you want, are things that I find very appealing and they will be my ultimate reward, but first I have to deserve it
sometimes you've just done too much shit to be able to live with it, so total oblivion would be welcome

 

[k75]

No, there's nothing appealing about that in itself. It's just that there's no other option.
I don't hate life, and I'm sad that things are turning out this way for me.

 

[MistakesHappen]

To discover what's on the other side. To satisfy that curiosity.

Quote.

 

[JoeFailure]

No, there's nothing appealing about that in itself. It's just that there's no other option.
I don't hate life, and I'm sad that things are turning out this way for me.

Same. Life can be awesome, it just didn't turn out that way for me.

 

[Laststop]

This stems as you believing in an afterlife or religion, which I don't think is super common among people looking to CTB. But if you are, I would state it and not beat around the bush hoping someone will as well.

For me, I don't believe in an afterlife. There is nothing for me to learn from CTB; as once I CTB, I can no longer learn or share what I have learned with others. It is just the end, like when I had to put my dog down. There was nothing to learn from that; he didn't learn anything. He just isn't alive anymore,, and his body has been cremated (not sure what exactly happened to it though; it was a group cremation I had to agree with).

No. I'm not religious, and I wasn't trying to draw the subject out of other people for the sake of starting the conversation that way for my own sneaky end. Here and now, is there an appeal? I mean, I'd really like to believe there's an after-life. But it'd be one of the things I loved during the short happiest part of my life. I'd want to re-live the 80s. Slurpee's, Mad Magazines, BMX bikes, penny candy, and the occasional dirty magazine....my cousins' Fredrick's of Hollywood catalog could make due also. Think roller rinks and arcades, not being God's good little slave. But, I wasn't talking after-life. If I could live the after-life like I want, and somehow knew it, I'd already be gone. I wonder if there's something about it here and now that holds an appeal to anyone. I guess it's my way of asking if you're motivated by something you hold as positive about wanting to CTB, or just want to CTB because out of purely negative reasons? Like, "I look forward to not having to deal with XYZ; it makes me happy to think about it."

 

[Nem]

Life was okay until I met my ex, then shit got ugly