Story a post for outburst

[Ulisses]

what is your biggest regret? what brings more guilt.tell your secrets

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

You first...

 

[Ulisses]

You first...

how heavy my stones are. betray my ex out of anger. biggest regret of my life
I could have a family, but I ended up destroying that unfortunately. now nothing makes sense. I feel empty.

 

[applegreenicecream]

Got drunk. . . Took my child into bed with me. When I woke up he was dead on my chest. That's been hard to live with.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

how heavy my stones are.

In English, stones are a euphemism for balls, so my first thought was that you were either bragging or in physical pain because...

 

[Ulisses]

Got drunk. . . Took my child into bed with me. When I woke up he was dead on my chest. That's been hard to live with.

I wish you peace

In English, stones are a euphemism for balls, so my first thought was that you were either bragging or in physical pain because...

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my burden is great

 

[Oyoy]

I'm a repressed attention whore.

 

[taylor321]

not ending my life when i was 12

 

[departing]

Missing the bus. Next time I try to ctb, I'll succeed.

 

[Blutsager]

My thoughts. Right now they are filled with the most horrible of thoughts, and I wish I wasn't like this... so thinker... so pessimistic for the future.

 

[coreofanapple]

Fucked up the closest friendship I ever had.

 

[applegreenicecream]

Fucked up the closest friendship I ever had.

Is it not fixable?

 

[orangepotato]

Being born. Not that I had a choice...

My second biggest regret would be naively assuming that people actually care about my feelings. Nope. Whenever I "opened up" people would always just ghost me. People who say "you can talk to me any time you need to chat" are just virtue signaling to themselves. They don't actually give a shit. No one does.

 

[coreofanapple]

Is it not fixable?

Haven't spoken to them since 2018. They're the one who cut off contact. I don't want to make them uncomfortable.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Watching the Spice Girls movie.

Bit seriously, drinking my whole life away and squandering my talents because I was afraid to fail.

And trusting people.

 

[Hollow Point]

My biggest regret is not applying myself in school and directly after. I feel like that was a major turning point in my life. I rebelled and did bad shit, but if i applied myself, i feel that my life would of taken a much better path.

 

[LMLN]

Not truly understanding my husband's pain.

 

[Ulisses]

My biggest regret is not applying myself in school and directly after. I feel like that was a major turning point in my life. I rebelled and did bad shit, but if i applied myself, i feel that my life would of taken a much better path.

what things ruin my friend?

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Haha I wrote so many times here.. one more won't hurt.
I immensely regret choosing a wrong plastic surgeon who botched me.
I should have at least go with one of the top surgeons but I was stupid and desperate.
I always think about it and want to change the past, it tortures me and I can't stop the loop of frustration and regret.
Literally can't stop the thoughts that torture me. Can't watch movies, can't enjoy walks, music, everything.
I want it to stop, please..

 

[Ulisses]

My biggest regret is not applying myself in school and directly after. I feel like that was a major turning point in my life. I rebelled and did bad shit, but if i applied myself, i feel that my life would of taken a much better path.

Haha I wrote so many times here.. one more won't hurt.
I immensely regret choosing a wrong plastic surgeon who botched me.
I should have at least go with one of the top surgeons but I was stupid and desperate.
I always think about it and want to change the past, it tortures me and I can't stop the loop of frustration and regret.

heartily that you can overcome this regret, because I know how torturous it is.

 

[Sensei]

I worked too much and too hard and it triggered my mental illness. I found true love, but I was an idiot and blew it. I've lived in a kind of fantasy world for many years instead of actually accomplishing something. I better stop there before I push myself over the edge.

 

[Ulisses]

I worked too much and too hard and it triggered my mental illness. I found true love, but I was an idiot and blew it. I've lived in a kind of fantasy world for many years instead of actually accomplishing something. I better stop there before I push myself over the edge.

I felt in your place. that you live your way your last times

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Watching the Spice Girls movie.

Was this like A Clockwork Orange situation ???

 

[GotoHellforHeavensSa]

My biggest regret is that i never had normal childchood nor adolescence(i'm still very young, but university is a different matter). I became a shut-in not because i wanted, but because i have had no other choice. I really wished i could just hang out with others airily, do silly thing and all, but unfortunately abusive parents and bullying take it away from me. Whenever i watch,play or read things about youth, about adolescense, where characters lived this typical kid life, with all of it's pros and cons, i just want to cry. And of many things in life it is something that i cannot change, 'cause i cannot change the past. You can forget about the past, but the past will never forget about you.
There are also a few more big regrets in my life, but they are a bit more complicated thing to comprehend than this one.

 

[Nem]

Mentioned this before, I regret getting involved in an absolutely shit filled relationship with a certified sociopath, control freak, anger issues abound. Ended up ruining my life by demanding that I keep taking dangerous meds that ended up nearly killing me.
I regret meeting, dating and not leaving that fucking goddamned asshole!!!
Peace/hugs

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Honestly? Being born. My dad told me when I was young that if he could have convinced my mom to abort me, he would have not been stuck in the life he had so young. Not only do I agree, but I feel not taking my life way back then and living on, I have poisoned almost every person I have known in one way or another since then. I am a curse upon every life I touch and deserve the horrible and lonely life I have lived...