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Johnjohn1

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Nov 7, 2020
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Somebody on this message board mentioned that A told him to order three bottles of N since he weighed 225 lbs. I only ordered two bottles from him since I weigh 185 lb. Now I'm not sure if two bottles is enough for a male person at 56 years of age and weighing 185 lb. I'm terrified of a failed attempt and ending up in a psych ward. When I messaged A today he said I was on the borderline of between two bottles and three bottles. Does it sound right?? I would have thought two bottles would have been enough. Now I'm really scared as I'm doing so bad with my lyme disease. thanks for any feedback!!
 
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If time isn't a constraint, why not lose weight?
 
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2 bottles should be enough in my opinion but I guess A knows better. You might want to ask him if you can order another bottle. Losing weight could also be an option.
 
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Hi, I wanna talk with A, can you PM me his address? Thanks
 
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Somebody on this message board mentioned that A told him to order three bottles of N since he weighed 225 lbs. I only ordered two bottles from him since I weigh 185 lb. Now I'm not sure if two bottles is enough for a male person at 56 years of age and weighing 185 lb. I'm terrified of a failed attempt and ending up in a psych ward. When I messaged A today he said I was on the borderline of between two bottles and three bottles. Does it sound right?? I would have thought two bottles would have been enough. Now I'm really scared as I'm doing so bad with my lyme disease. thanks for any feedback!!
Hi John, if you have the new just released PPH it mentions potentiators to boost N. It has a section with a chart of potentiaters of several things.
 
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greyhound

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Maybe could hook yourself up to IV bag drip instead of drinking it. They use 2G N for a 50lb dog via IV.
 
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Endeavour

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How much is in the bottles? I guess they're quite low ml per bottle, like I mean it's not 2 litres or something?
 
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I mean I'm not an expert but would it be so bad to drink an extra bottle of N as long as you get the intended result?

Can a subject matter expert advise if it's possible to drink too much N?
 
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Johnjohn1

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Nov 7, 2020
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Now he just told me that two bottles will be enough. He mentioned three bottles is for a special case where a person is very large. I still don't know how many grams is in each of his vials
Does anybody know how many grams are in his bottles? I guess I'll have to ask him.
 
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Aloha

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Jul 31, 2020
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6.5mg in each N bottle.
 
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Aap

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It is plenty. The assisted suicide clinics usually use between 10-12g
 
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the_final_countdown

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Dec 29, 2020
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Somebody on this message board mentioned that A told him to order three bottles of N since he weighed 225 lbs. I only ordered two bottles from him since I weigh 185 lb. Now I'm not sure if two bottles is enough for a male person at 56 years of age and weighing 185 lb. I'm terrified of a failed attempt and ending up in a psych ward. When I messaged A today he said I was on the borderline of between two bottles and three bottles. Does it sound right?? I would have thought two bottles would have been enough. Now I'm really scared as I'm doing so bad with my lyme disease. thanks for any feedback!!
What are your symptoms with your Lyme disease?

I was never able to find a diagnosis for what happened to me, though I have some suspicions.

How is your pain? If you don't want to talk about it, I understand.

I imagine there are symptoms you wouldn't even be able to put into words, so foreign do they feel to the human experience.
 
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Endeavour

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Dec 13, 2020
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So 6.5ml per bottle? Or is the volume of liquid larger?
 
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Johnjohn1

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Nov 7, 2020
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What are your symptoms with your Lyme disease?

I was never able to find a diagnosis for what happened to me, though I have some suspicions.

How is your pain? If you don't want to talk about it, I understand.

I imagine there are symptoms you wouldn't even be able to put into words, so foreign do they feel to the human experience.
I have small fiber neuropathy which I think is more from the Levaquin antibiotic damage than Lyme disease. But I have fatigue which is from the Lyme. I also have some slight depression which I think is from the Lyme. And I just really run down feeling. I don't tolerate a lot of different foods because I have a condition called leaky gut syndrome.
 
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the_final_countdown

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I have small fiber neuropathy which I think is more from the Levaquin antibiotic damage than Lyme disease. But I have fatigue which is from the Lyme. I also have some slight depression which I think is from the Lyme. And I just really run down feeling. I don't tolerate a lot of different foods because I have a condition called leaky gut syndrome.
I'm sorry.

I have similar experiences. Nearly everything you have.

I understand the frustration.

I hope tomorrow you're able to enjoy a good piece of food my friend.
 
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Johnjohn1

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Nov 7, 2020
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I'm sorry.

I have similar experiences. Nearly everything you have.

I understand the frustration.

I hope tomorrow you're able to enjoy a good piece of food my friend.
Thank you my friend. I'm so sorry for what you are going through that's well. I know it is terrible and so unfair. And I'm sure it is the reason that led you to this website. I hope you can persevere and somehow regain your health and move on with life. I pray for that to happen!
 
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the_final_countdown

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Thank you my friend. I'm so sorry for what you are going through that's well. I know it is terrible and so unfair. And I'm sure it is the reason that led you to this website. I hope you can persevere and somehow regain your health and move on with life. I pray for that to happen!
Me too.

As strange as it sounds, part of me hopes it's cancer.

It's unlikely, but if it was...I mean I'd weep. I'd be sad. But I'd let it take its course and spend time with my family. It wouldn't be a pleasant end, but it would be an end.

This quality of life isn't nearly as bad as other people have. But it is a cross I don't want to bear. Perhaps that makes me a coward. I don't know.

Thank you for your prayers friend.

I extend the same hand to you. I hope we have the courage to face our trials with dignity and grace.

If you ever want to chat, just let me know. We can talk about everything else besides chronic illness. Like food and movies and blue skies.
 
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Johnjohn1

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Nov 7, 2020
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Thanks for your offer to chat sometime. I kind of wish I had cancer as well and would just let it take its course so I wouldn't have to resort to doing it on my end. I just had spinal cord stimulator surgery yesterday and hopefully it'll cut down on my severe neuropathy which is my biggest problem by far. All the best!
 
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Hi John, if you have the new just released PPH it mentions potentiators to boost N. It has a section with a chart of potentiaters of several things.

Dilantin has always been listed as a potentiator too.
 
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Darkdreamer001

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Jul 17, 2018
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Somebody on this message board mentioned that A told him to order three bottles of N since he weighed 225 lbs. I only ordered two bottles from him since I weigh 185 lb. Now I'm not sure if two bottles is enough for a male person at 56 years of age and weighing 185 lb. I'm terrified of a failed attempt and ending up in a psych ward. When I messaged A today he said I was on the borderline of between two bottles and three bottles. Does it sound right?? I would have thought two bottles would have been enough. Now I'm really scared as I'm doing so bad with my lyme disease. thanks for any feedback!!
Somebody on this message board mentioned that A told him to order three bottles of N since he weighed 225 lbs. I only ordered two bottles from him since I weigh 185 lb. Now I'm not sure if two bottles is enough for a male person at 56 years of age and weighing 185 lb. I'm terrified of a failed attempt and ending up in a psych ward. When I messaged A today he said I was on the borderline of between two bottles and three bottles. Does it sound right?? I would have thought two bottles would have been enough. Now I'm really scared as I'm doing so bad with my lyme disease. thanks for any feedback!!
How do I contact "A" please pm me
 
angie

angie

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May 25, 2018
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Now he just told me that two bottles will be enough. He mentioned three bottles is for a special case where a person is very large. I still don't know how many grams is in each of his vials
Does anybody know how many grams are in his bottles? I guess I'll have to ask him.
Why do you need 2 bottles ? the old stuff he shippped was 100ml bottles and 1 was enough according to ppeh but some took 2 just to be sure , but the last i heard was it's dolethal he has now and it's the same thing but concentrated and only 1 bottle is what is required and only 2/3 of it was needed to kill you because it's more potent
so if he is sending out 2 bottles again it must be pisabental i think it is called which is weaker than dolenthal.
 
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HopelessFight

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Jan 31, 2021
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Their email is listed in the PPeH. Try to find the recent version of it
The issue is this same PPeH mentions there are modified versions of it going around with the e-mail address changed to one of a scammer. So unless you have access to the real one, for which you need to be 50 years old, it's hard to tell if the e-mail address you have is legit.
 

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