DeusVult
Death Fetish
- Aug 18, 2024
- 66
I'm more suicidal than most, but for the past few days I've found a way to be at peace and continue living. Your thoughts really do dictate how you feel, if you just accept all the suffering and not pay much attention to it, then you'll really feel better. It feels strange to willfully ignore bad things happening, but this is the way to go, you'll be able to handle life again, enjoy things again, get the load off of your shoulders. Just don't think about suffering as much as you can. I used to constantly worry about everything bad happening in the world, I'd doomscroll and cry about everyone's suffering. My life improved instantly by so much when I just stopped doing that and just take things in very small amounts, take small steps, focus only on the here and now, and don't think about the bad things to come. This is how some people can be happy. DON'T THINK. Don't have thoughts, if you think too much you'll just hurt yourself, other people around you--especially those in power--are not thinking, and as such won't share your pain, there is nothing you can do to improve things, it's best to just let go of everything and let things happen to you.
Also, find random things to hyper-focus on, and spend years thinking about that one thing instead of constantly looking for something new. I got through most of my life by having some one thing, like a videogame or something, that I was completely obsessed with. My life would revolve around it. I'd spend 10 years thinking about this game, playing it, consuming fanfiction, fan made media, essays about it, etc. Without it I would have been dead. For me this was The Last of Us videogame franchise. Something deep that you can constantly return to and reexamine, reexperience.
Also, find random things to hyper-focus on, and spend years thinking about that one thing instead of constantly looking for something new. I got through most of my life by having some one thing, like a videogame or something, that I was completely obsessed with. My life would revolve around it. I'd spend 10 years thinking about this game, playing it, consuming fanfiction, fan made media, essays about it, etc. Without it I would have been dead. For me this was The Last of Us videogame franchise. Something deep that you can constantly return to and reexamine, reexperience.
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