Hi everyone!
As you may have read in previous threads, the reason why I'm planning to CTB is the loss of my newlywed husband aged only 32 in a terrible car accident.
It was shocking and this pain is unbearable I want to die every single day when I go to sleep my biggest desire is to pass from a heart attack when sleeping I wish there was a way to provoke it, I'm just resisting because of all the legal issues I have to solve for him but I just don't want to keep living without him ...how people can dare to say I should forget him, let him go and re marry someone else just because I'm so young!? I had the ONE! Why would I be happy with someone else?!
Well... I have to say listening to stories of many of you guys that opened your hearts in the same situation has been such a big help for me talking with people that feel exactly the same and that just as I feel, most of you guys only want to CTB to reach your love wherever he/she is. I'm planning for N but it has been very hard to get it where I live.
I was wondering if we can make a smaller group to chat with all of us passing through the same loss of our husbands/wives/boyfriends/partners?
Just like a smaller chat group or a mega thread so we can communicate more and feel less lonely and broken?
Thank you all.
As you may have read in previous threads, the reason why I'm planning to CTB is the loss of my newlywed husband aged only 32 in a terrible car accident.
It was shocking and this pain is unbearable I want to die every single day when I go to sleep my biggest desire is to pass from a heart attack when sleeping I wish there was a way to provoke it, I'm just resisting because of all the legal issues I have to solve for him but I just don't want to keep living without him ...how people can dare to say I should forget him, let him go and re marry someone else just because I'm so young!? I had the ONE! Why would I be happy with someone else?!
Well... I have to say listening to stories of many of you guys that opened your hearts in the same situation has been such a big help for me talking with people that feel exactly the same and that just as I feel, most of you guys only want to CTB to reach your love wherever he/she is. I'm planning for N but it has been very hard to get it where I live.
I was wondering if we can make a smaller group to chat with all of us passing through the same loss of our husbands/wives/boyfriends/partners?
Just like a smaller chat group or a mega thread so we can communicate more and feel less lonely and broken?
Thank you all.
