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Buh-bye!
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- Jan 10, 2024
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Finally, today I feel good with the thought of being able to make an important life decision in a long time. My life has been real unsatisfactory for the past years with me being the sole person to blame for it. I wanted to make it better now. Stop the depressive emotes and everything to turn things around and live like normal people. This feeling got here in the past few months. I decided not to kill myself and continue with my life. That although meant having a college. I already have an open university near my house that I am enrolled with. I don't want to do it though. It is something my family asked me to do for saving my time wasted while deciding what I want to do with my life. Today is the final date for it's second semester registration and I am not going to fill the form. I am not going to do it. It's going to have a bad effect on my career. It's a bad decision financially too. But it gives me so much mental peace and liberation. In a long time, I haven't feel this powerful, to not be afraid of my future and everything related to it. The thought of this entire happening is making me feel calm, anxiously calm.