Hello everyone.
Today I had a day like many others at first. Filled with anxiety and dread, thinking of the end.
But as I was reaching the afternoon, I met someone on a Discord. She is a young person who has multiple voices that talk to her. I started asking her about it. We ended up discussing it via DM. She explained to me a lot about it, I listened with lot of interest, even shared some comments of my part, tried to make her feel a lil bit better as some of the voices were mean to her. I believe I helped her be a lil bit better with it.
But regardless, this conversation completely absorbed me for a few hours. Nothing obsessive or perhaps driving me crazy, just... an intersting conversation. Kept my mind focused on something.
She ended up inviting a friend who had visions. Didn't have too lengthy conversation, but it was nontheless a short intersting one, and I am hoping to be able to continue this conversations tomorrow.
During this time, my mind was completely blank. For such a brief moment of time, I felt completely disconnected. After this, I decided to continue by playing one of the two games I have bought two weeks ago but haven't started yet: I was sitting on them, like some sort of emergency supplies, to have in case I felt extreme boredom. I decided this was a good time to go for it.
I am about to go to bed. Dunno. I wouldn't say more optimistic, but certainly more calm. I hope I'll be able to replicate this feeling tomorrow.
I see I wanna speak more with fascinating people like this in the future. It is a shame I cannot chat here, I was banned and am not capable of doing an appeal, but regardless, I imagine there are hundreds of you here who are as intersting to talk to, and hope I'll have a chance to meet you all. Perhaps in a Discord instead? is there such a thing as an SS discord?
Dunno what else to say. I guess that is all. Thank you for making this community possible. I hope you all have a wonderful day.
Today I had a day like many others at first. Filled with anxiety and dread, thinking of the end.
But as I was reaching the afternoon, I met someone on a Discord. She is a young person who has multiple voices that talk to her. I started asking her about it. We ended up discussing it via DM. She explained to me a lot about it, I listened with lot of interest, even shared some comments of my part, tried to make her feel a lil bit better as some of the voices were mean to her. I believe I helped her be a lil bit better with it.
But regardless, this conversation completely absorbed me for a few hours. Nothing obsessive or perhaps driving me crazy, just... an intersting conversation. Kept my mind focused on something.
She ended up inviting a friend who had visions. Didn't have too lengthy conversation, but it was nontheless a short intersting one, and I am hoping to be able to continue this conversations tomorrow.
During this time, my mind was completely blank. For such a brief moment of time, I felt completely disconnected. After this, I decided to continue by playing one of the two games I have bought two weeks ago but haven't started yet: I was sitting on them, like some sort of emergency supplies, to have in case I felt extreme boredom. I decided this was a good time to go for it.
I am about to go to bed. Dunno. I wouldn't say more optimistic, but certainly more calm. I hope I'll be able to replicate this feeling tomorrow.
I see I wanna speak more with fascinating people like this in the future. It is a shame I cannot chat here, I was banned and am not capable of doing an appeal, but regardless, I imagine there are hundreds of you here who are as intersting to talk to, and hope I'll have a chance to meet you all. Perhaps in a Discord instead? is there such a thing as an SS discord?
Dunno what else to say. I guess that is all. Thank you for making this community possible. I hope you all have a wonderful day.
