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YesImAware
Member
- Dec 14, 2021
- 20
As an autistic, trans woman in my mid 40s I'm already a statistic, however spoiler, the world around me thinks my life is good. I'm a (minor) public figure, in a position of some (minor) influence with access to lots of "powerful" folks. I'm passable, and even my autism is looked at as a quirk.
Herein lies the problem. I'm so lonely, and so alone. As my name says "Yes, I'm aware." I'm aware of my autistic personality traits, aware that men want me, just to fuck me, aware that I'll always be a curiousity to many.
I just want to be held. I just want to be loved.
I'm so open about my ideations that I've tweeted about CTB and this site, and all I get is commiseration. People don't get it.
This forum has been such a relief. People get it here
I hope to make it 55, to out run the bus til then. But I'm so exhausted, it's coming. I just want to feel love before it does.
Thanks for reading.
Herein lies the problem. I'm so lonely, and so alone. As my name says "Yes, I'm aware." I'm aware of my autistic personality traits, aware that men want me, just to fuck me, aware that I'll always be a curiousity to many.
I just want to be held. I just want to be loved.
I'm so open about my ideations that I've tweeted about CTB and this site, and all I get is commiseration. People don't get it.
This forum has been such a relief. People get it here
I hope to make it 55, to out run the bus til then. But I'm so exhausted, it's coming. I just want to feel love before it does.
Thanks for reading.