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Ktenacious007
Student
- Sep 10, 2019
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I can't afford N, and afraid if I got a bottle, I would not be able to drink it all as alot of people saying it taste very chemical.
So I'm going to buy a new gun. I actually had a .45 before and got it taken away by police when I posted my suicide not on facebook. But they never charged me with a crime so I am free to buy a new one after being cleared by therapist.
I was afraid the .45 wouldn't penetrate my temple because it's a bigger slower bullet and my gun was a compact short barrel. Was afraid it wouldn't have enough velocity.
Is 9mm, .40 or .45 better? .45 is bigger, 9mm has more velocity but is smaller. .40 seems like the best of both worlds but not sure.
Too afraid to go through the roof of my mouth, and don't want to fuck it up. And the temple is such a big area idk where to aim. High on the temple? Back more towards my ear? Or level with my eyes? Although it seems the middle of my temple wouldn't hit brains but my sinuses?
Someone told me you won't feel any pain even if it does't kill you because the impact from the bullet would knock me unconscious anyways. Is that true?
And hollow point or FMJ? Really afraid of a hollow point not making it through my skull.
So I'm going to buy a new gun. I actually had a .45 before and got it taken away by police when I posted my suicide not on facebook. But they never charged me with a crime so I am free to buy a new one after being cleared by therapist.
I was afraid the .45 wouldn't penetrate my temple because it's a bigger slower bullet and my gun was a compact short barrel. Was afraid it wouldn't have enough velocity.
Is 9mm, .40 or .45 better? .45 is bigger, 9mm has more velocity but is smaller. .40 seems like the best of both worlds but not sure.
Too afraid to go through the roof of my mouth, and don't want to fuck it up. And the temple is such a big area idk where to aim. High on the temple? Back more towards my ear? Or level with my eyes? Although it seems the middle of my temple wouldn't hit brains but my sinuses?
Someone told me you won't feel any pain even if it does't kill you because the impact from the bullet would knock me unconscious anyways. Is that true?
And hollow point or FMJ? Really afraid of a hollow point not making it through my skull.