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imjustherehi
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- Dec 20, 2021
- 35
Just sobbing uncontrollably in my room everyday. Must stay alone. Deleted all my socials. My only close friend who lives far away and is all I've got I can't talk to him last time I did he said you want to be grateful you've got a roof over your head. Family hardly talk to me and seem to make fun when they do. In my city everywhere is closed because of covid and people are more interested in their phones they don't really care about anybody. Can't open up to not a soul because no one gets it. I am feeling so sad around people and alone. No one understands. Just wish this could end. I wish I had the guts to end it soon I hope I can find the courage soon. I don't feel okay with how the world has gone and I'm feeling so paranoid around people. I don't know if anyone else has experienced these sort of feelings before? I'm feeling so incredibly scared and lonely. I don't know what is wrong with me.