Venting 6 months ago, life was decent enough. And yet, here I am...making my first post on SS

[Kitodai]

I miss who I used to be and how happy I was back then. Back when I didn't have chronic insomnia, anhedonia, anxiety, and this insufferable depression that has robbed me of everything. I can't believe how much my mind and body have deteriorated in only six months. I feel so hollow and desensitized - just an empty husk ruminating on the past.

Fuck, I really miss good quality sleep. It hurts so much to not be able to fall asleep naturally and continuously like how I did a majority of my life. Ugh, guess that's what my SN's for once the inevitable time comes...

 

[Night Sky]

I'm really sorry to hear all that you're going through, especially since so much of it is personally relatable. I wish things could have turned out differently and you wouldn't have had to deal with any of this, but such is the world. All we can do now is push through it and come through on the other side, whatever form that may take.

 

[Kodama]

Same situation & feeling than you Kitodai... 6 months ago my life was really nice, probably because i didn't anticipate everything and i used to live day by day without thinking about financial issues (i'm a Satrtup Owner). Know i'm trapped, sleeping 3h per night and here to share /learn / plan :/

 

[DeathImminent]

I miss who I used to be and how happy I was back then. Back when I didn't have chronic insomnia, anhedonia, anxiety, and this insufferable depression that has robbed me of everything. I can't believe how much my mind and body have deteriorated in only six months. I feel so hollow and desensitized - just an empty husk ruminating on the past.

Fuck, I really miss good quality sleep. It hurts so much to not be able to fall asleep naturally and continuously like how I did a majority of my life. Ugh, guess that's what my SN's for once the inevitable time comes...

Dude try trittico for sleep and if it doesnt work ask for 25mg dose of quetiapine, its a miracle drug for me

 

[khw777]

I miss who I used to be and how happy I was back then. Back when I didn't have chronic insomnia, anhedonia, anxiety, and this insufferable depression that has robbed me of everything. I can't believe how much my mind and body have deteriorated in only six months. I feel so hollow and desensitized - just an empty husk ruminating on the past.

Fuck, I really miss good quality sleep. It hurts so much to not be able to fall asleep naturally and continuously like how I did a majority of my life. Ugh, guess that's what my SN's for once the inevitable time comes...

My heart goes out to you! I feel your pain and frustration. I used to sleep like a baby and now I can't sleep at all. I mean no sleep. It's nightmare due to depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and health problems. You're not alone.