Venting 500mg of DXM

[Droso]

Realizing that you're alive
Feels liek
You're dying.

I can't fucking breathe through my nose
I actually thought I was dying for a good couple of minutes
I was gulping on air
through my mouth
Laying on my back in this dark ass room
And no one noticed
I'm now laying up right, still dissociated out of my mind
Am I alive rn or am I dead I cannot tell anymore none of this feels real
Jesus Christ I'm never doing dxm again never drink this
I miss my ex
I was actually really really happy to die
My mind was at peace, my body was struggling to stay alive
Struggling for air

But I know that was all the drugs doing and I'm not actually dying ng I'm fine I need no medical attention dw

I can breathe now
But it really felt like I was dying
And I was so happy
Yet panicking
I'm so excited

 

[leloyon]

thought this was someone proposing to use it as a method and was about to tell em that they wont die theyll just have a wacky zany time

 

[Droso]

thought this was someone proposing to use it as a method and was about to tell em that they wont die theyll just have a wacky zany time

LMFAO I'm having a very wacky zany time I really want to be sober rn holy fuck

 

[hippiedeath]

I won't do DXM again. I take a SNRI which DXM also acts as in high doses. Two work bad together

 

[notreallybored]

LMFAO I'm having a very wacky zany time I really want to be sober rn holy fuck

ב''ה,
Not sure anything hits like it used to but, that's kinda a decently heavy mid-high probably solid third plateau kind of trip, and while I'm not sure any of us should be bothering anymore, I'd recommend proper music, probably something between The Doors and country without naming personal favorites, ambient or 2001 kind of stuff if you can avoid getting bored.

Up at that dosage I'd kind of recommend having the sense to stay in one's room as well, as around that dose is where the 'having deep conversations with the toaster' sets in and, y'know, actually trying to make toast can wait 4 hours.

 

[Notlikeforte]

Damn I miss DXM, too bad I can't seem to get a fun trip on it any more often than once every few months.

 

[Droso]

Update: I'm basically as sober as one can get after taking that much long lasting dxm.

The whole experience was just.. really weird. I remember struggling to breathe in my room and thinking to myself, "Wow this is really boring." I made myself laugh with that one. I whole heartedly believed I was dying and all I thought about was that it was taking way too damn long.

I fell asleep after a while. I don't remember when. I woke up at 4am after countless of strange dreams. It was still in my system, but I could tell I was more on this realm of reality than whatever dxm put me through beforehand. I felt like I had missed something. Or that something was missing when I came back to the land of the living. Had I had it before the experience? Or did it come through dxm and disappear once I was out of that state? I'm not sure. It felt like it was something supposedly real, supposedly material, but I don't think it was. But that's how real it felt to me. Like it belonged to me. Like it was a part of me.

But it's gone now. And I don't know what exactly it was. I only have assumptions to go off of. Now that I'm further out from the experience I don't feel like I'm missing it as strongly as I did before, but it's still there deep down. That longing.

I'm telling myself I won't be doing that again, but I have a feeling whatever piece I'm missing will be calling me back to drink more of that cough syrup.

 

[RadiantNumber]

You can don't die but hurt yourself, just be safe

 

[Carrot]

Surprised it affected you this badly. Others, including me take a lot more and never had any pain. I think my body is really strong, I have always been a very healthy person despite ruining myself as much as possiblr.

 

[Lyn]

I won't do DXM again. I take a SNRI which DXM also acts as in high doses. Two work bad together

Which SNRI exactly, if you don't mind me asking

 

[Droso]

Surprised it affected you this badly. Others, including me take a lot more and never had any pain. I think my body is really strong, I have always been a very healthy person despite ruining myself as much as possiblr.

I think I may have taken way more than I thought I did. I'm not sure. I wasn't really paying attention to how much I took. I was just gulping it down.

The physical pain I was experiencing was from my wisdom teeth extraction recovery, not because of the dxm. The only physical pain it caused was nausea during the come up.

Other than that it wasn't painful. Struggling to breathe wasn't painful. It was just uncomfortable. I remember begging for it to be over several times. It felt like I was living reality in multitudes. It was a lot of sensations so I got overwhelmed. I also experienced some sort of synesthesia which didn't help.

 

[hippiedeath]

Which SNRI exactly, if you don't mind me asking

Cymbalta

 

[Querry1]

Realizing that you're alive
Feels liek
You're dying.

I can't fucking breathe through my nose
I actually thought I was dying for a good couple of minutes
I was gulping on air
through my mouth
Laying on my back in this dark ass room
And no one noticed
I'm now laying up right, still dissociated out of my mind
Am I alive rn or am I dead I cannot tell anymore none of this feels real
Jesus Christ I'm never doing dxm again never drink this
I miss my ex
I was actually really really happy to die
My mind was at peace, my body was struggling to stay alive
Struggling for air

But I know that was all the drugs doing and I'm not actually dying ng I'm fine I need no medical attention dw

I can breathe now
But it really felt like I was dying
And I was so happy
Yet panicking
I'm so excited

I'd stay away from DXM, it may take a toll on your organs. I have done it like 3 times and there are much better, safer things