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waistcoat

waistcoat

wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
Aug 10, 2024
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hi lol i haven't had a proper nights sleep in around a month so i've just (fairly impulsively) taken 5x my dosage for my sleeping meds, looked up the ld50 after and yea turns out 5x my nightly dosage is dead on the ld50 for my weight. so yea, may or may not be waking up, we'll see!!

if this is my last post, oopsies, and btw i'm fine with dying idgaf

i estimate i have around 20-30m before i pass out so hi
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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Whatever happens, I hope you can escape the pain of this world or able to recover from this attempt smoothly if it fails.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
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Oh my goodness! Are you sure?? I mean I do support everyone's right to choose the when, the where, the why and the how of their own passing. I also just worry when an attempt is ... Well ... Appears to be impulsive. And this certainly does appear to be an implusive move. Please, please do not be embarrassed or concerned about what any of us think or feel if you change your mind and decide to get help.

Stay strong!
 
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waistcoat

waistcoat

wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
Aug 10, 2024
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honestly i'm laughing ti myself about it, im either gonna hage a good nighs sleep for the first time in a whike or i'm not gonna have to worry about it antmore
 
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waistcoat

waistcoat

wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
Aug 10, 2024
261
Oh my goodness! Are you sure?? I mean I do support everyone's right to choose the when, the where, the why and the how of their own passing. I also just worry when an attempt is ... Well ... Appears to be impulsive. And this certainly does appear to be an implusive move. Please, please do not be embarrassed or concerned about what any of us think or feel if you change your mind and decide to get help.

Stay strong!
xD yea im sure, it's impulsive but also ive been very tempted to do this for a while
i also took some ibuprofen (400mg) and paracetamol (1000mg) because i'm in a lot of physical pain from other issues, so my stomach is noooot happy with me
i appreciate u all
~10m after taking n my heartrate has notably spiked,
 
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CatLvr

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Aug 1, 2024
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xD yea im sure, it's impulsive but also ive been very tempted to do this for a while
In that case, then rest well my dear. I will light a candle this evening for a few of reasons:

First, to light your way;

Second, to help guide your spirit's way to what is next in your journey through what is next; and

Third, to celebrate the next step of your journey that begins when this life ends and releases your spirit to carry on.

May you find the peace, love and contentment we all seek in our journeys thru this this life. I hope your transition is smooth and painless. Blessed be, my friend. You will be missed should you be successful this evening. 🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️
 
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waistcoat

waistcoat

wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
Aug 10, 2024
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In that case, then rest well my dear. I will light a candle this evening for a few of reasons:

First, to light your way;

Second, to help guide your spirit's way to what is next in your journey through what is next; and

Third, to celebrate the next step of your journey that begins when this life ends and releases your spirit to carry on.

May you find the peace, love and contentment we all seek in our journeys thru this this life. I hope your transition is smooth and painless. Blessed be, my friend. You will be missed should you be successful this evening. 🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️
thank you sm<3 i had actually started writing my note a few days ago (incomplete, oh well) but one of the sections dose mention how candles are very special to me,,, this was really nice to read, thank you cat<33
bauh you got me crying now over a candle 😭
~20m after taking very tired eyes are heavy but iam trying to stay awake to really to you all as it's very sweet. my stomach feels kinda weird like a burning sensation but not painful, just weird feeling
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

When life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind
Feb 27, 2025
160
I hope that you are successful in your attempt if this is truly what you want for yourself. I also hope that no irreversible damage is done to you should you survive. Please remember that changing your mind and asking for help is NOT a sign of weakness. We support you in any decision you make. Peace be with you in whatever path awaits you. ❤️
 
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Marbas

Marbas

Member
Feb 20, 2025
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thank you sm<3 i had actually started writing my note a few days ago (incomplete, oh well) but one of the sections dose mention how candles are very special to me,,, this was really nice to read, thank you cat<33
bauh you got me crying now over a candle 😭
In that case I will light a candle for you as well ❤️
 
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TransTaxEvader

TransTaxEvader

Expires March 31st 2025
Feb 22, 2025
141
hey friend, I hope you find your peace, whether that be a good night's sleep or a forever sleep. Let us know if you're there in the morning please. You seem like a kind person and I would like to know if you're alright.
 
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waistcoat

waistcoat

wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
Aug 10, 2024
261
In that case I will light a candle for you as well ❤️
bwahh thank you 😭<3
hey friend, I hope you find your peace, whether that be a good night's sleep or a forever sleep. Let us know if you're there in the morning please. You seem like a kind person and I would like to know if you're alright.
i'll definitely do!!
 
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platypus77

platypus77

The roof is on fire!
Dec 11, 2024
235
Have a good rest.
If you end up waking up, at least I hope you to wake up refreshed.

Honestly, chances are that you're not going CTB today. It's very unlikely you're in possession of a lethal amount of sleeping pills, OD is very unreliable since these drugs are designed to avoid this type of thing.
 
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
406
Rest well, and I wish your awakening is smooth and with no further pain, regardless of where you find yourself. :heart:
 
waistcoat

waistcoat

wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
Aug 10, 2024
261
woke up in pain and with bad heartburn, feel very groggy but yea i'm alive, was an interesting experience and was kinda eye opening in the sense of all i felt was peace and no fear or regret. thank you all
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

When life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind
Feb 27, 2025
160
Glad to hear you're still with us. Get well soon ❤️
 
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TransTaxEvader

TransTaxEvader

Expires March 31st 2025
Feb 22, 2025
141
woke up in pain and with bad heartburn, feel very groggy but yea i'm alive, was an interesting experience and was kinda eye opening in the sense of all i felt was peace and no fear or regret. thank you all
glad you're still here friend.
 
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