4 days left

[Idontmatter]

Just 4 days left until it's all over. I'm getting more and more nervous but I'm so ready. I'm packing Thursday and then Friday driving to my ctb location for my Saturday ctb time. We have all of the stuff we need to go with the sn so I'm keeping the faith in the process. I'm about to join the many that have ctbd with sn. Failure is not an option. I'm happy that I don't have to die alone since I have a partner in this (yes I know the risks of having a partner).

 

[Judy Garland]

Well you're very courageous. You know I was thinking, you and they should record something for the police so that they know both of you had consented and there was no talking each other into it. A video just for the police to see and thats it. That should take away any legal worries you may have.

 

[Idontmatter]

Well you're very courageous. You know I was thinking, you and they should record something for the police so that they know both of you had consented and there was no talking each other into it. A video just for the police to see and thats it. That should take away any legal worries you may have.

We were talking about that actually. A video and letter signed. Friday night we are doing our last minute stuff at the hotel before the big event on Saturday.

 

[theboy]

peace

 

[Forever Sleep]

Are you doing anything special in the next few days? Guess you're having to act as normal as possible so as not to raise suspicion?

 

[Idontmatter]

Are you doing anything special in the next few days? Guess you're having to act as normal as possible so as not to raise suspicion?

I have to keep up appearances pretty much so still having to go to work and everything. I'm taking a personal day on Friday at least for my travel day so I just have to get through today and tomorrow at work. I just need this to all work correctly.

 

[peacetime]

I have to keep up appearances pretty much so still having to go to work and everything. I'm taking a personal day on Friday at least for my travel day so I just have to get through today and tomorrow at work. I just need this to all work correctly.

Man, just take a sick day, it's not going to raise suspicion. They might think you're bullshitting or lazy or something, but it's fine. You should try to do the few things that you do enjoy doing.

 

[Idontmatter]

Man, just take a sick day, it's not going to raise suspicion. They might think you're bullshitting or lazy or something, but it's fine. You should try to do the few things that you do enjoy doing.

I might do that. My nerves are going crazy with the fear of failing this but we have everything pretty much on the protocol. I'm just ready to finally have it over with.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom that you wish for. Best of luck.