I've tried two times in the past two months to take my life I'm ready this time and I refuse to fail. I'm gonna Drive somewhere no one will ever find me and shoot myself in the head. Everything is planned and this is the most peace I've felt in years. People die everyday for no reason, at least I have reasons right? At least I'm Escaping a never ending pain. Ive wrote my notes I've done everything I needed to. Now All I have to do is follow the plan
Freedom Believer
Forever alone.
- Dec 23, 2019
- 351
Despondent
Archangel
- Dec 20, 2019
- 6,777
Best wishes and much luck. I'm sorry that it's come to this. May you rest easy ❤
Skyview
Going Blue
- Dec 9, 2019
- 473
We all should be able to persue our dream and find peace without any interference from others . Wishing you peace and happiness in your search for freedom .
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
I'm not trying to stop you. If you want to talk, we are here for you. You won't be alone.
Thank you all, it makes me feel so much better that someone understands. I wasn't sure if anyone would even comment.. I don't really have any family or anything. A couple people found out about my past attempts and made me feel so bad.. They made me feel like I'm selfish and wrong. No one understands what I'm going through. I just have to do this I've thought Of every other option any other way and I have to accept my fate. I have to do this for me because I know it's what's best For once I'm putting myself First instead of last which is what I've done my whole life. I'm only 20 guys but I've been here long enough to know this is the right choice. Thank you all for the support it means so Much.
Skyview
Going Blue
- Dec 9, 2019
- 473
Everyone here is for you . You can talk to us anytime about anything , scream and shout it's all good . Just know that you're not alone .
awfullife
Arcanist
- Nov 16, 2019
- 435
Thinking about you now lonelychild...I've been in similar modes of crisis and it's just awful. I hope you find peace in whatever you do and just know that tomorrow is available to CTB if you want to think it over. If not, it is your choice and we are here for you regardless. Be well
