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spanishguy22

Enlightened
Apr 9, 2019
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Please I'm desperately wanting to take my SN but there's this fear lingering in me that I may not die somehow even if I plan on doing everything right (25mg with meto regimen and Tagamet) and survive in this shit with brain injuries.

I won't be found so that's not my fear my fear is that my body fights SN to a degree and just makes me damagd.

So I'm hoping to find something that will ensure I die for peace of mind.
I was thinking of a rope tied around the neck when I'm about to pass out, without hanging, just trying it really tight. Would that work?
I appreciate any ideas. I think I need to ultimately ignore my fear if I want to go through it but I'm too scared of failing
Thanks

Edit: sorry if this goes in SN megathread I didn't think about it til now..
 
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fisil

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Mar 9, 2019
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You are fine, the good thing with SN is ths
 
Pupuce

Pupuce

Nobody exists on purpose. Come ctb
Apr 19, 2019
282
With what you said, you should be more than fine. You are close to twice the dose of SN and it should not vary from one person to another that much
 
throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
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if u dont puke and u are not found for lots of time u should be fine with just sn ..
 
Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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I don't know if a rope would help (nor do I believe it will be necessary), but if I wanted extra certainty I'd get in a good warm bath and would have a second helping of SN within reach just in case.
 
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