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spanishguy22
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- Apr 9, 2019
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Please I'm desperately wanting to take my SN but there's this fear lingering in me that I may not die somehow even if I plan on doing everything right (25mg with meto regimen and Tagamet) and survive in this shit with brain injuries.
I won't be found so that's not my fear my fear is that my body fights SN to a degree and just makes me damagd.
So I'm hoping to find something that will ensure I die for peace of mind.
I was thinking of a rope tied around the neck when I'm about to pass out, without hanging, just trying it really tight. Would that work?
I appreciate any ideas. I think I need to ultimately ignore my fear if I want to go through it but I'm too scared of failing
Thanks
Edit: sorry if this goes in SN megathread I didn't think about it til now..
I won't be found so that's not my fear my fear is that my body fights SN to a degree and just makes me damagd.
So I'm hoping to find something that will ensure I die for peace of mind.
I was thinking of a rope tied around the neck when I'm about to pass out, without hanging, just trying it really tight. Would that work?
I appreciate any ideas. I think I need to ultimately ignore my fear if I want to go through it but I'm too scared of failing
Thanks
Edit: sorry if this goes in SN megathread I didn't think about it til now..
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