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hopelessgirl
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- Oct 12, 2021
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so.. just got 2500mg of atarax. From what I've read, it could fail hard. With just days in hospital. I also have 75mg of zopiclone. So what are your thoughts? I'm just thinking about taking 5 sleeping pills and then put a bag over my head. I've practiced several times this week (just with the bag) and I almost black out after like 15 breaths. And seriously, I think it could work. Actually scares me a bit. I also think the asphyxiation feeling is quite pleasant (yeah I'm sick I really want to die).
I would love for the atarax to work... But not sure. I've read the forum and people tend to say it's a no no. Btw, I weigh 58 kg. So maybe it could be enough? I ordered SN but it won't be here before middle of November at best. Don't know if I can wait that long.
Thinking of going with the sleeping pills + bag on Monday, because I am SURE to suffocate from this.
And yeah, I've tried partial hanging several times, but I can't find my sweet spot or ever get that feeling I get of blacking out that I get with a simple plastic bag.
I would love for the atarax to work... But not sure. I've read the forum and people tend to say it's a no no. Btw, I weigh 58 kg. So maybe it could be enough? I ordered SN but it won't be here before middle of November at best. Don't know if I can wait that long.
Thinking of going with the sleeping pills + bag on Monday, because I am SURE to suffocate from this.
And yeah, I've tried partial hanging several times, but I can't find my sweet spot or ever get that feeling I get of blacking out that I get with a simple plastic bag.
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