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Any_Day_Now
New Member
- Oct 13, 2018
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Firstly, thanks for the opportunity to be a part of this forum. I came across it about a week ago when i was researching the affect of pills and booze. That didn't sound very effective with the pills that were available to me, so I did a bit more thinking. I don't intend to post a lot, in fact if all goes to plan, this will be my only post.
I've had this plan since I realised pills aren't the way to go and pretty sure that it will be 100% effective, although I've messed up before and would hate to do it again. It's all just a matter of when, not if, and I know that the time is nearer with every passing day.
So enough rambling, it's all pretty simple really. I have already removed the airbag from my car and will be driving head on into a concrete pylon at about 150 km p/h (nearly 100 miles p/h). I've seen people die at a lesser speed than that so I don't think there will be any coming back.
I had a practice run, as in I know roughly how much speed I can get the car up to. All it will take is a slight turn of the wheel and it will be done. The act itself, although planned, will be completely impulsive when it happens. I drink most nights just to get through, I'm sure many of you know what that is like. Trying to do this when drunk may not work as planned. I'm fortunate enough that this is a fairly secluded road that I have the pleasure of driving along every single day.
So there it is, simple but effective. Well, to me it is anyway, no need to source any other materials. I can't get access to a firearm, jumping from a height wouldn't work as I would chicken out and I couldn't try hanging.
Thanks for reading and good luck to you all. I hope that everyone can find their own way out, one way or another.
I've had this plan since I realised pills aren't the way to go and pretty sure that it will be 100% effective, although I've messed up before and would hate to do it again. It's all just a matter of when, not if, and I know that the time is nearer with every passing day.
So enough rambling, it's all pretty simple really. I have already removed the airbag from my car and will be driving head on into a concrete pylon at about 150 km p/h (nearly 100 miles p/h). I've seen people die at a lesser speed than that so I don't think there will be any coming back.
I had a practice run, as in I know roughly how much speed I can get the car up to. All it will take is a slight turn of the wheel and it will be done. The act itself, although planned, will be completely impulsive when it happens. I drink most nights just to get through, I'm sure many of you know what that is like. Trying to do this when drunk may not work as planned. I'm fortunate enough that this is a fairly secluded road that I have the pleasure of driving along every single day.
So there it is, simple but effective. Well, to me it is anyway, no need to source any other materials. I can't get access to a firearm, jumping from a height wouldn't work as I would chicken out and I couldn't try hanging.
Thanks for reading and good luck to you all. I hope that everyone can find their own way out, one way or another.