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Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
993
I wish I can make myself smile, force one out if I have to. I cannot though. Flat affect is misery and having a vocal labile affect along with it only makes it worse. I feel like a robot and I hate it.
 
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R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
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You know, as someone who can express his emotions genuinely, I see that part of me robotic. Being driven by emotions in general. Any kind any way.

Which is why I often try to suppress them unless they have a pass in my book.


I am sorry you have to go through that which hurts you but I also feel like people are too hard on anyone who deviates from the norm in any way and judge ignorantly.

I can understand that at least to some extent and relate.
 
Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
993
I wish I can express my emotions without needing to suppress them or make things more emotionally charged when they really shouldn't be. Vocal tone is hard to not just tell on other people, but also communicate to others.
 

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