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rainmoon
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- Sep 30, 2020
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That'll be the date I ctb. As heavy as the guilt is at the thought of my family finding me and having to live with it, I cannot go back to classes. I just can't. Suspension hanging seems to be my only viable option and though it won't be nice, if I want it bad enough it will work out. It's been on my mind almost constantly lately and I figure if I'm not gonna make it in this world then I may as well do it soon. As unlikely as it is, I hope all goes to plan and that it doesn't take long for me to pass out at least.