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kittyswift

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getting tired even for a phoenix..
Sep 29, 2023
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my bdo just arrived :)) (Butanediole). it arrived frozen which is a good sign i think. im wondering if i should take a small test dose before taking it to ctb? i was originally interested in SN but given how difficult it is to get into the UK i didnt want to risk a welfare check. i feel so excited
 
kittyswift

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i just took 10ml as a test dose and i feel greaaaaat!! the taste was quite bitter even when mixed with a soft drink. i think this will be a very peaceful method when i take more
 
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mortuarymary

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I'm beimg thick here isn't Butanediole a floor stripper.
 
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i just took 10ml as a test dose and i feel greaaaaat!! the taste was quite bitter even when mixed with a soft drink. i think this will be a very peaceful method when i take more
Are you still with us?
 
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I'm beimg thick here isn't Butanediole a floor stripper.
1,4-Butanediol is a solvent and it's also used recreationally as a CNS depressant.
 
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my mother found me unresponsive and having a seizure. my lips and fingernails turned blue
I'm beimg thick here isn't Butanediole a floor stripper.
yes but the body turns it into ghb
overall i think this is a peaceful method. i didnt take a lethal dose but i was just high and then passed out which is when i had a seizure and couldnt breathe. will be using this method to ctb if the police havent confiscated my BDO- it was in a bottle labelled saying its vitamin water so hopefully its still there when i get home. currently at the hospital
 
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my mother said i was clutching at my throat as if i couldnt breathe but i dont remember because i was unconscious
 
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my mother found me unresponsive and having a seizure. my lips and fingernails turned blue

yes but the body turns it into ghb
overall i think this is a peaceful method. i didnt take a lethal dose but i was just high and then passed out which is when i had a seizure and couldnt breathe. will be using this method to ctb if the police havent confiscated my BDO- it was in a bottle labelled saying its vitamin water so hopefully its still there when i get home. currently at the hospital
Can you take it alone tomCTB?
 
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hannila_m

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Jan 18, 2024
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It all happened just after 10ml? :O
I got my 1.4 BDO in a closet for a month already but I'm too scared. Thank you for sharing your story!!!
I wonder a lot why isn't it more popular as a method to CTB
 
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Sep 29, 2023
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i know!! i was
It all happened just after 10ml? :O
I got my 1.4 BDO in a closet for a month already but I'm too scared. Thank you for sharing your story!!!
I wonder a lot why isn't it more popular as a method to CTB
shocked that it did so much, i knew i was taking a high dose but i did not expect it to be so severe. paramedics said i probably would have died by choking on my own vomit if my mother didnt find me and put me in the recovery position but who knows
 
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What's your opinion on this method?
Would definitely recommend, add more CNS depressants such as benzodiazepines, it'll accelerate the process and also reduce the chances of a seizure.
 
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my mother found me unresponsive and having a seizure. my lips and fingernails turned blue

yes but the body turns it into ghb
overall i think this is a peaceful method. i didnt take a lethal dose but i was just high and then passed out which is when i had a seizure and couldnt breathe. will be using this method to ctb if the police havent confiscated my BDO- it was in a bottle labelled saying its vitamin water so hopefully its still there when i get home. currently at the hospital
How many ml did you take for your mother to find you unresponsive and having a seizure?
my bdo just arrived :)) (Butanediole). it arrived frozen which is a good sign i think. im wondering if i should take a small test dose before taking it to ctb? i was originally interested in SN but given how difficult it is to get into the UK i didnt want to risk a welfare check. i feel so excited
i just took 10ml as a test dose and i feel greaaaaat!! the taste was quite bitter even when mixed with a soft drink. i think this will be a very peaceful method when i take more
May I ask how you unfreeze it?
 
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How many ml did you take for your mother to find you unresponsive and having a seizure?


May I ask how you unfreeze it?
i only took 10ml but please note i am quite slim so that may be why it had such a strong effect. i unfroze mine by submerging the container in warm water
 
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Chelsea Leng

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Anyone in the U.s. used 1,4 butanediol ?
Is it available in the United States?
 

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