trappedinthislife
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- May 13, 2024
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Holding on a little bit of hope that I can free someone from suffering. If I canr find my own happiness maybe i can guide someone to it
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My answer to this is mainly finding an appropriate route. I have had the discussions with friends and family. I have always believed that I did not want to traumatized anyone even first responders! I could never understand why they make it easy for putting an animal down but so difficult for a human? If I had a failsafe route I would already be gone. Just for the younger people on this site I'm an elderly person who has a very different life not all bad and not all goodI'm curious since this is a forum surrounding suicide, why is it that so many of you still continue living? What is your purpose to keep going until the day you do eventually decide to ctb?
Knowing that maybe I can try to understand and try to find more reason to live out this life before I ultimately do decide on the choice.
I wish I had the way .don't have a reason for staying alive for this long, i simply didn't have a method before, if i had one earlier i would be already gone. and now that i have it, i'm just waiting for the right opportunity to use it
My mum and my boyfriend. I don't think they would be able to cope with me CTB and because they're such amazing people I would never want to traumatise them. If it weren't for that I'd already be gone.I'm curious since this is a forum surrounding suicide, why is it that so many of you still continue living? What is your purpose to keep going until the day you do eventually decide to ctb?
Knowing that maybe I can try to understand and try to find more reason to live out this life before I ultimately do decide on the choice.