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SNafued

A tangled mind at the edge of oblivion
Mar 19, 2024
13
This will hopefully the last thread of me. Never properly introduced myself ont his site before. In summary, I'm a med student with an idiopathic condition that prevents me from retaining long term memories, learning properly and basically form logical congent thoughts, I had this kind of cognitive impairment ever since I've known myself and compensated it with compeltely dedicating my life on academic success and not to look 'stupid' by studying and rote memorising stuff. The condition got worse over the years until it became unbearable. I see no point in living anymore.

I did a bit of research and found the brand used by a person (interestingly another med student, Altalune) who successfully ctb'ed in my country 5 months ago. Asked people here who last contacted them, learnt it that way, and also learnt that she did not tested it and directly followed the procedure.

In about 8 minutes I will be taking 30 mg Metoclopramide and then 40 mins later the SN.

I never talked with anyone here enough to know them or exchange stories but I hope everyone here reaches what they have sought for.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

πš‚πš‚ π™ΌπšŽπš–πš‹πšŽπš› π™½πš˜. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
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Farewells to you OP if this it! I wish you peace forever with no more agony never again and best of luck eternal.πŸ–€
 
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LocalAngel

LocalAngel

Lost, wanting out.
Feb 7, 2023
211
I hope you find peace, and comfort. I'm deeply sorry it's come to this- that life has decided to give you a disability so crippling that you can't tolerate being alive anymore.
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
136
Wishing you peace πŸ’œ
 
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Finalnight

Finalnight

Waiting until it comes
Aug 16, 2023
214
I'm sorry that life forced you to make this decision, I wish you luck with your attempt, peace and freedom β™₯β™₯
 
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Mi Mi

No One Special
Mar 18, 2024
254
This will hopefully the last thread of me. Never properly introduced myself ont his site before. In summary, I'm a med student with an idiopathic condition that prevents me from retaining long term memories, learning properly and basically form logical congent thoughts, I had this kind of cognitive impairment ever since I've known myself and compensated it with compeltely dedicating my life on academic success and not to look 'stupid' by studying and rote memorising stuff. The condition got worse over the years until it became unbearable. I see no point in living anymore.

I did a bit of research and found the brand used by a person (interestingly another med student, Altalune) who successfully ctb'ed in my country 5 months ago. Asked people here who last contacted them, learnt it that way, and also learnt that she did not tested it and directly followed the procedure.

In about 8 minutes I will be taking 30 mg Metoclopramide and then 40 mins later the SN.

I never talked with anyone here enough to know them or exchange stories but I hope everyone here reaches what they have sought for.
Sorry for my slowness
Hopefully you can answer
Did you test yours
 
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Oguzok

Oguzok

there is no self to kill
Nov 24, 2023
39
Damn( rest well
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Specialist
Apr 9, 2024
349
This will hopefully the last thread of me. Never properly introduced myself ont his site before. In summary, I'm a med student with an idiopathic condition that prevents me from retaining long term memories, learning properly and basically form logical congent thoughts, I had this kind of cognitive impairment ever since I've known myself and compensated it with compeltely dedicating my life on academic success and not to look 'stupid' by studying and rote memorising stuff. The condition got worse over the years until it became unbearable. I see no point in living anymore.

I did a bit of research and found the brand used by a person (interestingly another med student, Altalune) who successfully ctb'ed in my country 5 months ago. Asked people here who last contacted them, learnt it that way, and also learnt that she did not tested it and directly followed the procedure.

In about 8 minutes I will be taking 30 mg Metoclopramide and then 40 mins later the SN.

I never talked with anyone here enough to know them or exchange stories but I hope everyone here reaches what they have sought for.
i'm killing myself because of brain damage. I relate. there is no point to living as such. you are not alone.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Visionary
Jan 1, 2024
2,000
Peace on your journey <3
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,184
Sorry life brought you to this point.
I wish you peace and freedom from this horrible world. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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IonicLemon69

IonicLemon69

Just Hangin’ Around
Jan 27, 2024
82
Good luck with the plans you've made & wishing you the best. πŸ™β€οΈβ€οΈ
 
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glossble

glossble

homesick β­’
Apr 14, 2023
52
I hope you find the happiness and freedom you deserve πŸ’›
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
2,841
I hope you have found the peace and freedom you search for πŸ•Š
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
9,262
I hope you have found peace! :heart:πŸ•―οΈ

RIP
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
34,892
I hope that you find the freedom you search for, farewell and best wishes.
 
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