Which one do you choose?

  • Instant Death

    Votes: 66 46.2%
  • Infinite Money

    Votes: 36 25.2%
  • A Normal Loving Family

    Votes: 10 7.0%
  • All mental and physical illnesses go away

    Votes: 31 21.7%

  • Total voters
    143
Fthis

Fthis

Student
Dec 8, 2020
192
If you could choose one of these which one?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,027
Instant death for certain. I would love to just press a button which instantly puts me into an eternal sleep. Even if I had everything I wanted and no problems I would still want to ctb as I simply do not like living. Just being conscious can be a nightmare.
 
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hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
I think a few years ago I would've chosen for my mental illnesses to go away. I hoped for it so hard for so many years - making wishes upon stars (yes, I was that desparate :ahhha: ), etc. But right now I am just too tired and instant death is the best option.

What would you choose?
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
Money all day long
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
Even though I hate my unstable mind, I'm glad not to be a normie so, I don't want a normal mind.
Money could really help but I'd still be suicidal because it won't get me the answers I seek.
In spite of my schizophrenic mother, I have an amazing dad, brother and nephew. However, I'm still suicidal. They have nothing to do with it.

Thus, I would just choose instant death.
 
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Last chance

Specialist
Feb 6, 2021
346
Definitely the money,you could buy instant death with it if things were still shit.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,086

"All mental and physical illnesses go away"

But who would that man be? A perfect stranger to me
 
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BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
501
Instant death. I wish I never existed.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
Jul 1, 2020
6,817
can you choose one that you then build another from?

even if not i dont think my answer will change.

all mental and physical illnesses gone. i think i have a loving family now but because of the disorders caused/worsened by my previous family it doesnt mean anything.....i cant enjoy it.
 
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StringPuppet

StringPuppet

Lost
Oct 5, 2020
579
Infinite money because then I might be able to make things better for everyone else in the world. If not then I can still just die
 
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S like suicide

S like suicide

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,435
Instant death.my whole life has been a mistake, better to end it now with death than to continue with money or other things...it will continue to be wrong
 
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Ame

Ame

あめ
Nov 1, 2019
322
At the point, an "Instant Death" seems to be the most appealing option out of the four. We all die in the end and I can only imagine that even natural deaths come with some kind of discomfort. Being able to check out in the less than a blink of the eye is a huge boon when you really think about it. Unless infinite money allows me to purchase a time travel paradox breaking time machine that I can abuse, it cannot buy me happiness--distractions for certain, but never genuine happiness. I am fortunate that my family is already loving, so that option doesn't really change matters all that much beyond making our interactions a little more healthy. Had I been presented this question 10 years earlier, I would have chosen to be cured of all of my illnesses, but now, even if I were to wake up perfectly healthy tomorrow, it is sadly too little too late.

Instant Death it is.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,086
Advance Catholicism across the world by whatever means necessary.
You can do that even if you don't win the lottery. Start by puncturing all the condoms in your area with a pin & screaming at random couples for having premarital sex
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
You can do that even if you don't win the lottery. Start by puncturing all the condoms in your area with a pin & screaming at random couples for having premarital sex
No I want to do it properly with all my money, I will make what the CIA did in South America look like a charity mission once I'm finished.
 
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LastLoveLetter

LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
657
Instant death.

Even if my physical and psychological pain was eradicated, I would still have to live with my memories of trauma. I would still have to remember the contempt I was treated with when I was ill and disabled, which many others endure too. I would probably be expected to immediately resume work, to "contribute to society" as another nameless, faceless cog in the capitalist machine on minimum wage or apprenticeship wages, which are even lower. I would still have the awareness of how pointless and ruthless life and the human race is, how fundamentally flawed our society is. Where the remorseless rich and powerful harness more power, while the "weak" (i.e. those systemically marginalized by society) are trampled on over and over again.

Instant death is the only humane option.
 
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happylilsht

happylilsht

Member
Jan 23, 2021
59
Can i choose to be someone else?
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,086
No I want to do it properly with all my money, I will make what the CIA did in South America look like a charity mission once I'm finished.
I love you :haha::hug:
but I think the Catholic Church had already done a pretty impressive number on Latin America before the US was even a sperm in one of England's bollocks :))
 
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Fthis

Fthis

Student
Dec 8, 2020
192
I think a few years ago I would've chosen for my mental illnesses to go away. I hoped for it so hard for so many years - making wishes upon stars (yes, I was that desparate :ahhha: ), etc. But right now I am just too tired and instant death is the best option.

What would you choose?
I would definitely go for instant death. I don't think I could be happy on this world even if all my problems went away. Although I COULD choose money and do a planned CTB date a month from now, order N, and have the best month of my life, but instant death just sounds nicer and easier.
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,135
I said money because I already have access to instant death so may as well use the money to travel to everywhere I would have liked to see before I ctb
 
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the end is near

Member
Mar 9, 2020
29
All mental and physical illnesses go away - that would be glorious.
 
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EnnuiCat

EnnuiCat

Completely Catawampus
Nov 20, 2020
57
Instant death without a doubt. No amount of money would ever make me happy. Life is nothing but a grotesque, dismal charade of what others expect of me. All I want to do is sleep. Might as well sleep forever.
 
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domedune

domedune

the stars will aid my escape
Dec 18, 2019
255
I voted "infinite money". I know choosing death would be more rational, but I'm irrational. Besides, money would solve my biggest problems. I could do what I want and live how I want and have a home.
 
demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
Death. There's nothing here for me on this world. Nothing can fix the inherent problems of life in society.
 
GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
1,913
I had some doubts, but actually I think I'd settle for infinite money. Luckily, my physical pain is well-managed by medication and that's not even opiates, it's just expensive, so I would be able to handle my illnesses (and if one day they become too much I can use my infinite money to buy a gun and that would be a near instant death). And I can't make people love me, but if I shower them with material goods I can at least get them to pretend to love me and also make them much happier. Money really do make the world go round.
 
W’ren

W’ren

Worthless
Oct 28, 2020
559
Instant death.

Nothing can take away the trauma i've endured- even being pain/illness/mental illness free…. It wouldn't heal my soul.

I'm Done.
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
If I didn't have depression I wouldn't be suicidal. So health.
 
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