Venting You are my happy ending? (Poem about toxic idealization)

[PlushieLover]

Hello, I'm going to post some of my poems to vent a little. I'm doing horrible, truly horrible, every day I'm worse than yesterday but better than tomorrow, so I really need to post this, is like my mind is begging me to do so. Hope you like it, I put my non-existent soul in it.



You are my happy ending?

Your sacred soul can't leave my mind
The warm of your heart feed my passions
I feel in love? (over and over again)
Why do you still stabbing my chest? (over and over again)
Why do you still drowning my eyes with blood? (over and over again)
Are you even real, girl?
Should a devil like me dance with an angel like you?

My forever cursed soul flies around the gray sky of your mind?
The gelid wind of my heart bothers your innocence?
I hate myself (over and over again)
You can't stop the bleeding. (over and over again)
You can't silence my sobs (over and over again)
I know, you are not my sun.
The music stopped, welcome to real life, boy...




The poem is about my sickening idealization of my ex girlfriend if you want to know. Thanks for reading.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Isn't a happy ending when some obese guy jerks you off after a massage or something?

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Isn't a happy ending when some obese guy jerks you off after a massage or something?

It does not have to be an obsese guy, but yes it is pretty much along those lines.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

It does not have to be an obsese guy

They didn't give me a choice.

 

[motel rooms]

They didn't give me a choice.

I think you sought out this specific massage parlor to prove to yourself that not even an obese guy jerking you off could make you cry again

 

[WornOutLife]

"Should a devil like me dance with an angel like you?"

I love it!
Keep on writing more stuff!

Hugs,

Matt

 

[PlushieLover]

Isn't a happy ending when some obese guy jerks you off after a massage or something?

Thanks, now I can't even take my poem seriously LMAO!!!