Venting Why I won’t be writing a letter towards my parents

[EmotionlessWanderer]

I may sound like an edgy kid saying this. Probably because I am a bit edgy but nonetheless I will vent this out.

It's not the sole reason why I'm committing suicide, I believe I already stated it here but it makes me enraged nonetheless.

My parents think I'm severely mentally handicapped because of autism and won't teach me how to drive, cook or sign up for any colleges even though I proved I'm anything but completely handicapped. Usually using some stupid excuse such as " it's too complicated for you. "

My driver's ed teacher told them I did a great job and improving but they ignored him.

It doesn't help that no family members who would do the opposite are around.

Cleverly enough, they moved somewhere where there's no colleges nearby.

She convinced my school to let me graduate a year early in a state used to live in because if I graduated traditionally I would be 18, be able to move in with a family member who would actually help me advance and she couldn't do shit about it. I was too blind back then to she her manipulation.

There was a program in the technical college in that state that would've helped out people like me but she didn't give a fuck.

She has possession of my social security and information. I don't know where it is therefore I can't just steal it and wander off.

That's why I'm not writing a letter to them. It will be filled with nothing but rage and anger towards them. If I write anything positive it will be lies.

Yes I could always just move out and take online classes in secret but there's no point. Life doesn't interest me anymore.

At least in death I won't be an emotional pawn.

 

[Redt2go]

I may sound like an edgy kid saying this. Probably because I am a bit edgy but nonetheless I will vent this out.

It's not the sole reason why I'm committing suicide, I believe I already stated it here but it makes me enraged nonetheless.

My parents think I'm severely mentally handicapped because of autism and won't teach me how to drive, cook or sign up for any colleges even though I proved I'm anything but completely handicapped. Usually using some stupid excuse such as " it's too complicated for you. "

My driver's ed teacher told them I did a great job and improving but they ignored him.

It doesn't help that no family members who would do the opposite are around.

Cleverly enough, they moved somewhere where there's no colleges nearby.

She convinced my school to let me graduate a year early in a state used to live in because if I graduated traditionally I would be 18, be able to move in with a family member who would actually help me advance and she couldn't do shit about it. I was too blind back then to she her manipulation.

There was a program in the technical college in that state that would've helped out people like me but she didn't give a fuck.

She has possession of my social security and information. I don't know where it is therefore I can't just steal it and wander off.

That's why I'm not writing a letter to them. It will be filled with nothing but rage and anger towards them. If I write anything positive it will be lies.

Yes I could always just move out and take online classes in secret but there's no point. Life doesn't interest me anymore.

At least in death I won't be an emotional pawn.

:(

 

[Faulisdead]

Your parents are extremely fucked up. Like to the max. A lot of brilliant people had autism.

 

[15dec]

That's so awful, I'm sorry this is happening to you :( is there any way you can get help from any other family member or the state or something? I don't know a thing about the US but I'm sure there's some way you can recover your social security, get into college, etc. Sending hugs

 

[WhiteRabbit]

I wonder if there's some sort of social services you could contact? It might be worth a try, just explain the situation. This sounds like abuse tbh.

 

[Tomoe]

Fuck man, just reading that pisses me off. Forget about trying, she didn't even give you a chance to test your potential. If I were you, I'd try to contact a social worker and see what your options. I just feel you got a shitload of potential just waiting to be used.

 

[Sickman75]

I may sound like an edgy kid saying this. Probably because I am a bit edgy but nonetheless I will vent this out.

It's not the sole reason why I'm committing suicide, I believe I already stated it here but it makes me enraged nonetheless.

My parents think I'm severely mentally handicapped because of autism and won't teach me how to drive, cook or sign up for any colleges even though I proved I'm anything but completely handicapped. Usually using some stupid excuse such as " it's too complicated for you. "

My driver's ed teacher told them I did a great job and improving but they ignored him.

It doesn't help that no family members who would do the opposite are around.

Cleverly enough, they moved somewhere where there's no colleges nearby.

She convinced my school to let me graduate a year early in a state used to live in because if I graduated traditionally I would be 18, be able to move in with a family member who would actually help me advance and she couldn't do shit about it. I was too blind back then to she her manipulation.

There was a program in the technical college in that state that would've helped out people like me but she didn't give a fuck.

She has possession of my social security and information. I don't know where it is therefore I can't just steal it and wander off.

That's why I'm not writing a letter to them. It will be filled with nothing but rage and anger towards them. If I write anything positive it will be lies.

Yes I could always just move out and take online classes in secret but there's no point. Life doesn't interest me anymore.

At least in death I won't be an emotional pawn.

I was chosen to be elected to have all these learning disabilites when I was younger. Started around the age of 12. Flunked 5th grade. Felt isolated and embarrassed for everything while in school, I had to take these special classes 3x a week. My mom kept me really over protected and to this day it has effected me both mentally and career wise. I understand what you are going thru. I'm sorry that your in this position in your life. If anybody that should be driving, I do think it should be the autistic or similar and or cognitive disabilities. I think that maybe you should write them a letter instead of just going balls out and doing what you wish to do. Let them know how much they fucked you up because of their bullshit. Let them know what it has done to you. That would be the best form of revenge. You having the last word and them living those words that you wrote every single day. That's poetic and justified