Deleted member 10475
Tired.
- Sep 11, 2019
- 87
I've been pretty upset lately about the fact that nobody gives a shit about me. It's always been this way but for some reason it's just depressing me more than usual. I never get any texts or phone calls, I never have anyone reach out to me or anyone that I can call and they'll be there, I feel so insignificant.
It sucks to be constantly overlooked and forgotten about by literally everyone, even complete strangers forget me. I feel like I probably just don't belong in this world, it's so glaringly obvious that I seriously don't understand why I even bother trying anymore.
Both of my parents have people who go the extra mile for them, they get support and help with everything without even asking and I'm just sitting here thinking that I'll never have anything like that, be it platonic or not.
I really don't understand what I did to become so invisible and unwanted? I try to be the best and nicest person I can be and it's useless. I just can't wait to get the point where I'm confident enough to just end this because none of this is worth the pain.
It sucks to be constantly overlooked and forgotten about by literally everyone, even complete strangers forget me. I feel like I probably just don't belong in this world, it's so glaringly obvious that I seriously don't understand why I even bother trying anymore.
Both of my parents have people who go the extra mile for them, they get support and help with everything without even asking and I'm just sitting here thinking that I'll never have anything like that, be it platonic or not.
I really don't understand what I did to become so invisible and unwanted? I try to be the best and nicest person I can be and it's useless. I just can't wait to get the point where I'm confident enough to just end this because none of this is worth the pain.