Notwinnernotawin
Specialist
- Apr 4, 2020
- 341
I don't think I've ever been worse - if I don't count the time I tried to OD. Looking back it was two weeks from the attempt, and then we moved to another house and things were okay for a while. Now it's been almost a month since I'm in the same state of mind; the only difference being now I have this stupid thing on my mind, that makes me want to live and I guess it's taking my strength away. But I have the biggest reasons to go. Also I'm physically and mentally deteriorating, as I'm losing my hair, having constant breakdowns, forgetting silly things and having insomnia. This shouldn't be the life of a young adult.
It would be easy to tie a rope on the bathroom stall, but since I found out about it, I don't even have the strength to kill myself. I feel like I'm fading away. And I don't know what to do.
It would be easy to tie a rope on the bathroom stall, but since I found out about it, I don't even have the strength to kill myself. I feel like I'm fading away. And I don't know what to do.