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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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I am bipolar and planing my suicide makes me depressed and sad. However my life is as such is pretty sad and I am often depressed due to bipolar. My coming poverty makes me pretty depressed and is one reason why I need to ctb. I postpone suicide untill my next severe depression with psychosomatic pain comes. I think this can let me overcome SI. Is it normal that committing suicide as such makes you more depressed? I rather would like to be at peace with myself and then end it.
During my last extreme depressed episode I tried a little bit of partial. But this made me even more depressed. If I had SN to that time I probably would not be here right now. It is comforting to know that this method exists but suicide needs so much pain to do it. I really fear this time. Life can be so absolute torurous. I think healthy people cannot really comprehend that.
During my last extreme depressed episode I tried a little bit of partial. But this made me even more depressed. If I had SN to that time I probably would not be here right now. It is comforting to know that this method exists but suicide needs so much pain to do it. I really fear this time. Life can be so absolute torurous. I think healthy people cannot really comprehend that.
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