Method what’s your method and why?

[schatzbunny]

i'll start, mine is jumping from a 17th floor balcony onto concrete ground. i don't want a peaceful nonchalant death cuz im crazy and the thought of dying in a raw and gruesome way is comforting. of course i don't wanna just stab myself and bleed out and suffer so jumping will do. also its pretty effective. any jump above the 10th floor is pretty much guaranteed death.

 

[darksouls]

headshot because it is a safe method and quick

 

[EmptyBottle]

night night because it can be done without purchasing or retrieving extra stuff (if socks are used, coz they are usually close at hand).
tho it does need practice beyond merely finding the carotids, and such practice could be risky so won't practice until (the unlikely but not impossible) CTB day.

 

[natori]

i'll start, mine is jumping from a 17th floor balcony onto concrete ground. i don't want a peaceful nonchalant death cuz im crazy and the thought of dying in a raw and gruesome way is comforting. of course i don't wanna just stab myself and bleed out and suffer so jumping will do. also its pretty effective. any jump above the 10th floor is pretty much guaranteed death.

I fully agree, my method will also be jumping/falling but from either a water tower or a cell tower onto frozen dirt or stone slabs. The few seconds of airtime will be majestical.

Hope you find peace and fly high.

 

[BlueberryDeer]

Hanging.
I consider suicide an intimate act. Not intimate on the sense of erotic, but as the most personal act that a human could do. So I figured it as a private situation who must carry in peace and careful planning, as it will be the last minutes with myself.
I'm not fearing the pain, because is part of the price to pay for dying. And since I don't want to do a mess with a handgun, stabbing or jumping, I only find peace with hanging myself.

 

[Steph99]

Hanging, either full suspension or partial. Reason is I almost CTBed practicing and felt zero pain and was almost out in seconds. Also, it's not a "messy" method so better for whoever finds me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Mine would be Nembutal if I was able to have the option to cease existing peacefully as all I want is to never suffer in this existence ever again and I always suffer so much from how such a method is denied for me as all I want is peace, it truly is the most horrific, dreadful world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be gone, only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence.

 

[Chiyumine]

i'll start, mine is jumping from a 17th floor balcony onto concrete ground. i don't want a peaceful nonchalant death cuz im crazy and the thought of dying in a raw and gruesome way is comforting. of course i don't wanna just stab myself and bleed out and suffer so jumping will do. also its pretty effective. any jump above the 10th floor is pretty much guaranteed death.

Whatever can kill me and hurt's the least.

 

[pokerrkitty]

Current plan is to take enough alcohol to dull my SI, followed by a gunshot from a .22lr to either the head or into my femoral artery if I can locate it properly.

 

[natori]

Current plan is to take enough alcohol to dull my SI, followed by a gunshot from a .22lr to either the head or into my femoral artery if I can locate it properly.

I don't know if .22LR is a sufficient caliber to successfully and efficiently do a clean and instantaneous CBT. Due to it's low grain size and ballistic capabilities, it might ricochet when hitting bone/skull and then it's completely unpredictable. In theory the best option is point blank to the temple. Trying to hit the femoral artery is way too risky and unreliable, even if you do successfully hit it, it would take a long time before you pass out from the shock of rapid blood loss.

 

[Claymore7274]

Partial, i reckon it doesn't hurt much, when the time comes and IF i don't succeed with partial then full suspension it is

 

[pokerrkitty]

I don't know if .22LR is a sufficient caliber to successfully and efficiently do a clean and instantaneous CBT. Due to it's low grain size and ballistic capabilities, it might ricochet when hitting bone/skull and then it's completely unpredictable. In theory the best option is point blank to the temple. Trying to hit the femoral artery is way too risky and unreliable, even if you do successfully hit it, it would take a long time before you pass out from the shock of rapid blood loss.

I think with enough alcohol I would be okay with it not being instantaneous. With my current financial situation and ability, the gun is the best option I really have available to me. I genuinely appreciate the advice though <3

 

[natori]

I think with enough alcohol I would be okay with it not being instantaneous. With my current financial situation and ability, the gun is the best option I really have available to me. I genuinely appreciate the advice though <3

Hope you find peace in whatever your choice might be c:

 

[pharma]

Gun

 

[Jabr0ni]

Night-night method. Apart from the lovely and fitting name, I don't want to further traumatize my family with "what would be left of me" if I would go with a gun, train or jumping. Just can't do it to them, even tho it would be more effective.
Alternative would be copious amount of drugs but the down side would be me blacking out and I want to keep control over it as much and as long as I can.

 

[Liebestod]

Gunshot wound to the head plus nitazene overdose so it can be quick painless and guaranteed.

 

[DeniedPeace]

Full suspension hanging
Reliable and as close to painless as you can reasonably get, if done correctly.
Using the universal and most used method across history brings a sense of poetry to the act.

 

[Morris1211]

Do you think jumping from 300+ft onto concrete would be enough to end it?

 

[Mortelles]

Opioids OD or pills because im on some heavy ass dosages of meds

 

[Baisley]

I just would love anything that actually is successful . I would love be to be smart enough to pull any of it off.

 

[herecomesthepain]

I'm in Canada so I don't have access to a gun, nor have I ever held one, but if I did have access, that would be my go-to. I tried several times to CTB with partial hanging, failed every time. Too scared of taking SN as I don't want to survive and just be really sick instead.

 

[WishICouldGo]

Nitrogen gas. But I'm scared that I miscalculate and end up with a brain damage.

 

[martyrdom]

Sledgehammer to my pelvis followed by self-immolation with kerosene and some plastic + resinous wood as kindling in a bathtub.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Sledgehammer to my pelvis followed by self-immolation with kerosene and some plastic + resinous wood as kindling in a bathtub.

that's probably one of the most painful methods, lots of SI and risk of collateral damage.

 

[martyrdom]

that's probably one of the most painful methods, lots of SI and risk of collateral damage.

I don't really have SI. I burn myself often with the flame from my lighter and cigarettes, I've already caused severe blunt force trauma to my body with no trouble, and I've proven to myself that I can easily go through with very violent attempts without any hesitation so it's not an issue. I won't be doing it with anyone home so there won't be any human or animal collateral damage.

 

[EmptyBottle]

I don't really have SI. I burn myself often with the flame from my lighter and cigarettes, I've already caused severe blunt force trauma to my body with no trouble, and I've proven to myself that I can easily go through with very violent attempts without any hesitation so it's not an issue. I won't be doing it with anyone home so there won't be any human or animal collateral damage.

if your place has gas, the heat from a fire could trigger a multi house gas explosion.

I'd merely advise choosing another path (whether from megathreads on this subforum or another subforum), as there's a chance if the pain gets too bad, one could wash down the flames or even if that doesn't happen, it's a lot more hellish than the other sticky ends I read here.

 

[martyrdom]

if your place has gas, the heat from a fire cold trigger a multi house gas explosion.

It doesn't. I was a firefighter, I know how to mitigate the risks.

I'd merely advise choosing another path (whether from megathreads on this subforum or another subforum), as there's a chance if the pain gets too bad, one could wash down the flames or even if that doesn't happen, it's a lot more hellish than the other sticky ends I read here.

You cannot wash down the flames with just water from the bathtub, it's impossible after a certain point, and if you are well-doused in the kerosene, you go up in flames instantaneously as does your kindling. The blood loss + shock from my pulverized pelvis would also be lethal without immediate medical attention (and even then, a hemicorporectomy would be necessary which has a high lethality rate). I'm very familiar with other methods and I don't like any of them.

 

[EmptyBottle]

It doesn't. I was a firefighter, I know how to mitigate the risks.


You cannot wash down the flames with just water from the bathtub, it's impossible after a certain point, and if you are well-doused in the kerosene, you go up in flames instantaneously as does your kindling. The blood loss + shock from my pulverized pelvis would also be lethal without immediate medical attention (and even then, a hemicorporectomy would be necessary which has a high lethality rate). I'm very familiar with other methods and I don't like any of them.

The house I'm in also doesn't have gas. On a side note that can be greener for the planet :3

Yep, with a lot of kerosene it becomes almost impossible to extinguish alone, maybe only slowed a little. Small amounts of kerosene can still splatter vs be extinguished.

Ahhh, u read about the other methods. I'm curious what you dislike about some of them, here's my list of 2 personal dislikes:

SN - I don't like that there is delivery time needed, and fasting time, plus risk of clearing one's stomach
Injected Opiates - Not a fan of self-injecting, also haven't dealt with a dealer.

 

[starboy2k]

hanging because im poor

 

[martyrdom]

Yep, with a lot of kerosene it becomes almost impossible to extinguish alone, maybe only slowed a little. Small amounts of kerosene can still splatter vs be extinguished.

Exactly - that's why water is almost useless in an actually serious fire. If your clothes are also thoroughly soaked separately before you actually wear them, that's even worse. Resinous wood is also extremely difficult to put out, it's like a candle.

Ahhh, u read about the other methods. I'm curious what you dislike about some of them, here's my list of 2 personal dislikes:

I don't think they're bad, they're just not for me. Because the majority are painless and quick, and they don't permanently disfigure and destroy the body. It's ironic because I have access to everything that would be needed for the other methods - SN is easy to obtain where I am, I have an opiate source, helium/CO is easy to get, hanging I've already tried (and is easy to execute), but they don't respond to my needs.

SN - I don't like that there is delivery time needed, and fasting time, plus risk of clearing one's stomach
Injected Opiates - Not a fan of self-injecting, also haven't dealt with a dealer.

Totally understandable reasons!