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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
Oct 14, 2019
536
For the sake of this thread imagine that you'll have a 100% success rate and your body will just disappear after you die so nobody will be traumatized by finding a body
If people finding you/interruption weren't an issue, would you have an ideal place to ctb? Would you have another method you'd choose if money and access weren't an issue? What things would you want to keep yourself more comfortable in your final moments?
I think for me I'd wanna ctb on the beach at night. If access weren't an issue I'd probably go gunshot. For comfort I'd probably wanna smoke some weed prior, but I don't think I'd need much more than that. Maybe a day of replaying a favorite game or something prior.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
I'd tie some heavy rocks around my body, go to the middle of the sea with any boat and then jump and shot myself in the head, so as to die instantly before drowning (which really sucks).

It'd be hard to be found so I could rest at the bottom of the sea and let fish feed from me.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I wana be the first to boldly CTB where no man has before... in space! Elon if you're reading this, call me!

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FatalSystemError591

FatalSystemError591

{He/They}
Oct 12, 2020
229
I would want to be the guinea pig for the Sarco X, ideally. I said this on another thread but I've always wanted to donate my body to science, might as well kill two birds with one stone yeah?
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,101
I want to slash my throat with a samurai sword and spray my enemies with my blood like they do in those Japanese Cult Slasher movies.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Hit by an asteroid while getting fucked. That's my dream death.
 
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Viro_Major

Viro_Major

Rad maker
Jul 30, 2020
1,303
Forgetting about it. Maybe something along the lines of making love while taking N ;) with a partner who's following. Death in love & lust sounds about right as a fantasy
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,101
Hit by an asteroid while getting fucked. That's my dream death.

I'm picturing you bending over and telling the meteor to slam into you hard....very funny visual.

Shittywatercolors
 
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SmellyRat

SmellyRat

Arcanist
Nov 5, 2018
479
Going to be bed, and never waking up without knowing would be ideal.
 
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Bitterman1996

Bitterman1996

Student
May 20, 2020
164
Realistic plan: clean up everything, go to a secluded forest /mountain and do SN there.

dream death? In the sea, drowning except drowning would feel painless and it's like being swayed by the waves into a deep sleep I'd never woken up from + bonus if everyone would just magically forget about my existence as a person
 
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Deleted member 14177

not home
Jan 20, 2020
346
If I could just fall asleep and never wake up...
On a realistic note, I badly wish I could pull off CO. It's just too risky/not feasible for me and where I am.
 
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stygal

stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
1,732
I'd like to travel 27 years back in time and tell my mom what an asshole my father really is. So she would either leave him or get an abortion this time. I would disappear instantly :).
 
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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
263
In any of the 3 places I live. At night as I fade away.
I honestly would like that do I can feel the home warmth before leaving and not the cold of the exterior in the middle of a forest.
 
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bov

bov

Arcanist
Aug 26, 2020
405
nitrogen asphyxiation but someone removes the bag after so it looks like a freak accident.. also, the cops just trust the ID I've taped to myself; they never ask anyone to ID me
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
I would have a big tank of carbon monoxide next to my bed with a hose and mask. I would take a sleeping pill and just as I was about to fall asleep, open the valve and put on the mask.
 
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Spitfire

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,274
In a cabin next to a certain river I like while I am all by myself and completely alone, by a suicide method.. to include a propranolol overdose along with carbon monoxide poisoning.

It truly sounds wonderful to me for mine.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,660
Well my actual dream death would be peacefully in my sleep while dreaming of an endless paradise much like the one I wish I was heading to. Probably in my 80s or 90s knowing that grandchildren and maybe even great grandchildren will carry on for me. This is like the optimal fairytale ending though and it's super unrealistic so I guess I'll have to settle for ctb'ing alone in my late 20's somewhere that I can't be found until it's too late.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,017
Ideally in my sleep with no pain. Fentanyl or N would be nice too.

Well, I think I would also be cool with carotid artery compression during sex just to spice up the death adventure.
 
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Kat!

Elementalist
Sep 30, 2020
838
Thermonuclear warfare, is that too much to ask.. or.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,465
I'd tie some heavy rocks around my body, go to the middle of the sea with any boat and then jump and shot myself in the head, so as to die instantly before drowning (which really sucks).

It'd be hard to be found so I could rest at the bottom of the sea and let fish feed from me.
That's sooo similar to what i thought! If i could give you 1000 likes i would !
 
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DeathNoot

DeathNoot

Student
Feb 19, 2020
137
In the forest, I love it there. Realistically I can/will do that. But if my body's gonna disappear then I won't have to hike for hours to the middle of nowhere and I can pick somewhere nice, like next to a waterfall/river. As for method I just want to go to sleep so N would be best of course.
 
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Awayout

Member
Jun 17, 2019
60
I honestly want to be violently murders by everyone I've ever wronged
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
I want to sever my carotid artery on a beautiful mountain.
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
214
Thermonuclear warfare, is that too much to ask.. or.

Hell yeah! But only after fighting SkyNet. In this timeline we kick the bucket heroically and in the next we join the resistence and die of old age in some cyborg run retirement home. Why not both? Thanks multiverse theory for prolonging our misery through eternity.

T3Nw3M
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,660
Alternatively...


 
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Gnip

Bill the Cat
Oct 10, 2020
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these_days9

these_days9

Specialist
Dec 25, 2019
329
Gotta agree some folks above, just going to sleep in a cozy soft bed and never waking up. Tonight would be ideal.
 
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Deleted member 14573

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Feb 2, 2020
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Hit by an asteroid while getting fucked. That's my dream death.
I was going to say a natural death surrounded by loved ones, but I'm sold on this.
 
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