Venting What's the point

[nohopenofuture31]

Here I am, one month after I was so close to doing it. The only reason I didn't was the fear of failure. And not a day has gone by where I don't wish I had done it. About 10 years ago, I almost ended it all. I found it I was pregnant and decided to stick around. But I still regret not ending it then. Why can't I just be brave enough? I hate myself so much and I hate it here.

 

[iloveloving]

Dying is scaring. It's natural to be afraid. You can only be so ready.

I wish you a peace of mind with this

 

[nohopenofuture31]

Dying is scaring. It's natural to be afraid. You can only be so ready.

I wish you a peace of mind with this

That's the funny thing. Im not scared at all of dying. I'm just so scared of doing it wrong and ending up still here, just worse off

 

[iloveloving]

That's the funny thing. Im not scared at all of dying. I'm just so scared of doing it wrong and ending up still here, just worse off

I understand. I changed my method when I got here in hopes for a less painful experience.

Be sure to use the resources. This place is truly helpful. I wish you luck