What would you have missed if you were dead this morning?

[Istanbulite]

Personally, I really liked a Greek song coming from a cafe this afternoon when I was out running (I'm not in Greece though lol) and I was in awe, music is something magical, and the song was soo lovely.
Therefore if I was dead, I think I would have been deprived of this gem. This kind of chains of thought help me during some days.

Would this work for you, as well?

Love you all.

 

[edu0z]

The Dawn, I always wake up early to study a little and then see it... the opening of the market, and then I don't know what I would miss... I guess that's the good thing about life, you don't know what awaits you.

 

[StarryStarry]

I wouldn't have missed it, but I wouldn't have to deal with the stress, financial devastation, homelessness, loss of my beloved cat, no job, no friends or family. Gee, I don't think I would miss a damn thing.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Does suffering for 5hrs, having a panic attack & 3hrs of interdose benzo w/d count? Cuz I'd not really miss that. It's fair to say nothing. Legitimately not a thing. Even feeding my cats (high point of my day (& theirs) was just to stop them from poking at me & disturbing my sleep.

 

[Life_and_Death]

more gaslighting by my husband, god forbid i missed out on that

 

[Istanbulite]

more gaslighting by my husband, god forbid i missed out on that

why don't u consider divorce? ofc you probs did consider it, what is the obstacle?

 

[Life_and_Death]

why don't u consider divorce? ofc you probs did consider it, what is the obstacle?

he keeps gaslighting me. i have no family, up until recently no friends, im young and have been with him since high school so no job. i got kicked out of high school due to circumstances so no high school diploma for me. i tried to get my GED but my mental disorders hit me like one of those bullet trains so that got put on hold, meaning no way to get a job.even if i could get a job i have BPD so im sure that would end poorly.
with absolutely nothing, its easy to gaslight someone into staying. promising you didnt mean to and that youll fix things....

 

[Istanbulite]

he keeps gaslighting me. i have no family, up until recently no friends, im young and have been with him since high school so no job. i got kicked out of high school due to circumstances so no high school diploma for me. i tried to get my GED but my mental disorders hit me like one of those bullet trains so that got put on hold, meaning no way to get a job.even if i could get a job i have BPD so im sure that would end poorly.
with absolutely nothing, its easy to gaslight someone into staying. promising you didnt mean to and that youll fix things....

so you have no means to financial indepence at the moment. that's tough, I understand

 

[Life_and_Death]

so you have no means to financial indepence at the moment. that's tough, I understand

my "friend" (SO) has been trying to tell me, and trying to get me to move out. he got me to talk to someone i had zero interest in talking to, but thats going mostly ok, anyway then he was like "um dude no" and everyone else was like "youre not happy what are you doing" so for like the past half a year ive been trying to move in with my SO but between gaslighting and bpd, thats not an easy task. plus general in life stuff, like whats got me on hold right now is im waiting for something to show up because i needed a different one. if i move, it wont be where i am so i have to wait for it.

 

[FuneralCry]

If I was dead, I would have missed another day of misery and the same feelings of dread and hopelessness. If I was capable of missing things when I die, then there would be nothing I would miss. My life is so depressing and there is nothing here for me in this world.

 

[Foresight]

Cleaning up a months worth of dog poop off my lawn as the snow melted.

Looking in the mirror and hating everything I see.

But also how good it feels to practice piano and be available to help someone.

 

[Huntfish34]

I would miss numerous things,. Such as a cigarette followed by a Fat bowl which helps me get through the day at my shitty Fckn job. And of course music, that helps me a lot with life in General.

 

[Sherri]

A few things, like a Big Mac, music, my dear documentaries, my bf, my private collection of something personal I have.

 

[lobster salad]

Personally, I really liked a Greek song coming from a cafe this afternoon when I was out running (I'm not in Greece though lol) and I was in awe, music is something magical, and the song was soo lovely.
Therefore if I was dead, I think I would have been deprived of this gem. This kind of chains of thought help me during some days.

Would this work for you, as well?

Love you all.

If i died this morning? I would have missed out on constant teeth pain i have now, worrying about the future, thinking about suicide, whining about rubbish, love and hugs on SS

 

[WhyBotherAnymore?]

My wife and kids are the only reason I get out of bed anymore. I'm trying to think of something positive, but today wasn't great. I have taken an interest in learning guitar, drawing, painting and exercise. These things help provide a distraction from life. A sunrise is nice, but it's too damn cold to appreciate just now :) I think that having a positive outlet, or at least one that provides a distraction from the horrors of life and dealing with people should be something we should all look for. At least one folks :)

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Well nothing today but I'd probably miss some of the movies/shows/games I'm excited for coming out this year though I have a limit and once the things I really anticipate for are done I'll finally be ready to end it all.

 

[Looooser]

I would have missed a phone call from my daughter.

 

[Unicornsrnot4dislife]

I actually made my sons bday cake today. I was meant to make it yesterday, but yeah. It turned out okay. I literally live for my kids

 

[PDAnnie2610]

I don't think there's much to miss if I'm gone since I struggle with the belief that people don't care much, if any.

 

[Marktheghost]

Would this work for you, as well?

Yes, thinking of how little I'd miss out on if I was dead could be a good way of overcoming SI. I might try that.

 

[Istanbulite]

Yes, thinking of how little I'd miss out on if I was dead could be a good way of overcoming SI. I might try that.

oh sorry

 

[Manaaja]

Had a really shitty day, went to bed early, couldn't sleep at all. If I had fallen asleep, died peacefully without noticing it even, and woken up in a good world, I'd been really happy.

This day has been nothing but torture, would have gladly missed it.

 

[Bigpink]

Fuck all

 

[Ratcycling]

I would have missed waking up to my rat's cute little faces waiting for me to let them out to snuggle. I would have missed out on positive feedback I received from a prof.

 

[Rabhen]

being left alone in a place where I am scared to go outside and feeling like I just want to go to sleep and not wake up

 

[StarryStarry]

Sweet Pea

 

[Istanbulite]

The glorious sunset...indeed.

 

[Niko66]

A nice reassuring message from a friend

 

[hellispink]

I would have missed spending a day with myself.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Heartbreak.