Abir_london

Abir_london

Experienced
Jun 15, 2020
208
Hi all

I've been going through a difficult time lately,and I was finally assigned a team to treat me in a last hope for recovery
But CTB will always be my backup plan and n the back of my head

now I know N used to treat sleeping difficulties and other and it was banned because an overdose will kill you immediately
I was wondering what if I took a small spoon of it just to try ? I'm just curious
 
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Endeavour

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Dec 13, 2020
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Glad you're okay I was worried you'd taken it.

I think it would be dangerous to take it like you're thinking. Be careful!
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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I'm also glad and happy to know you're still with us, @Abir_london!!

I think it would be quite dangerous to do that too. Please, think this through!
 
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Endeavour

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Dec 13, 2020
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I'm also glad and happy to know you're still with us, @Abir_london!!
As for your question, a spoon is like 15-25 grams of SN right? I think it could be pretty dangerous to do it.

I've heard it's better to drink water with salt if you just wanna know what sn tastes like.
No she means N - pentobarbital
 
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Abir_london

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Jun 15, 2020
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I'm also glad and happy to know you're still with us, @Abir_london!!

I think it would be quite dangerous to do that too. Please, think this through!
Haha police arrested me and brought me to hospital under the mental health act after telling my doctor I was extremely suicidal !! Thankfully N is my ultimate secret that I'll never tell anyone about
No she means N - pentobarbital
Hahaha yea SN is not for me !!
I'm a N fan !! ;)
 
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Endeavour

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Dec 13, 2020
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Haha police arrested me and brought me to hospital under the mental health act after telling my doctor I was extremely suicidal !! Thankfully N is my ultimate secret that I'll never tell anyone about

Hahaha yea SN is not for me !!
I'm a N fan !! ;)
You're a lucky lady!
 
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bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Hi all

I've been going through a difficult time lately,and I was finally assigned a team to treat me in a last hope for recovery
But CTB will always be my backup plan and n the back of my head

now I know N used to treat sleeping difficulties and other and it was banned because an overdose will kill you immediately
I was wondering what if I took a small spoon of it just to try ? I'm just curious
My God Abir, you have the holy grail to get out of this world, don't waste it. I tell you with love. On the other hand, I hope you recover if it is what you want.
 
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Endeavour

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Dec 13, 2020
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How's the doggy doing?
 
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watchingthewheels

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Jan 23, 2021
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Reminds me of the "space honey" episode from FUTURAMA ("The Sting"), when Fry/Leela was in the coma...

"A single spoonful of the honey will calm you down, the second spoonful will cause you to fall asleep, and eating a third spoonful will put you into a state of sleep so deep, you will never be able to wake up."

 
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Abir_london

Abir_london

Experienced
Jun 15, 2020
208
My God Abir, you have the holy grail to get out of this world, don't waste it. I tell you with love. On the other hand, I hope you recover if it is what you want.
Aww how come?we're not able to obtain it?
I still have it as a backup plan,I wanna try everything so when I end things I know at least I tried
 
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Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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Haha police arrested me and brought me to hospital under the mental health act after telling my doctor I was extremely suicidal !! Thankfully N is my ultimate secret that I'll never tell anyone about

Hahaha yea SN is not for me !!
I'm a N fan !! ;)
Are you located in the United States or elsewhere, If you don't mind me asking? Customs didn't intercept your package?
 
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Aap

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Apr 26, 2020
1,856
Opening it is stupid. A spoonful will make you tired and have a restful night sleeping...not much different than any of the tons of benzos floating around.

this sounds like either a humble brag post, a post asking if a spoonful will result in death (thereby not being your fault), or one of the "I want to test it" posts.
 
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Octavina

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Jan 9, 2021
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Do you have N? I have two sealed containers of SN and I am not ready to go by this method. Neausea and vomiting was traumatic for me and just wish I could take a crap ton of Valium and alcohol and ctb that way. If you do have N, I am jealous but happy for you because hopefully you won't have to suffer too much longer. I'm under a crisis team again just because I stood too near to train platform and leaned in. They don't leave me alone and threaten to call police for welfare check
I don't know you but I'm praying your pain will stop soon
 
Abir_london

Abir_london

Experienced
Jun 15, 2020
208
Do you have N? I have two sealed containers of SN and I am not ready to go by this method. Neausea and vomiting was traumatic for me and just wish I could take a crap ton of Valium and alcohol and ctb that way. If you do have N, I am jealous but happy for you because hopefully you won't have to suffer too much longer. I'm under a crisis team again just because I stood too near to train platform and leaned in. They don't leave me alone and threaten to call police for welfare check
I don't know you but I'm praying your pain will stop soon
Haha are you me?
 
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Ctb2b3

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Jan 24, 2021
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Do you have N? I have two sealed containers of SN and I am not ready to go by this method. Neausea and vomiting was traumatic for me and just wish I could take a crap ton of Valium and alcohol and ctb that way.
even with antiemetics?
 
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Ctb2b3

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Jan 24, 2021
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thats exactly why im on here :p
 
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Octavina

Paint the black hole blacker
Jan 9, 2021
186
thats exactly why im on here :p
Search stans guide PPH
Or types of antiemetics. Sadly that is all I can help you with since om
Probably going to take SN without since I'm desperate
 
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HopelessFight

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Jan 31, 2021
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Or types of antiemetics. Sadly that is all I can help you with since om
Probably going to take SN without since I'm desperate
Are you from the US? For some reason, antiemethics seem hard to get for you guys while it's easily prescribed in Europe.
 
UterEntonaur

UterEntonaur

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Aug 17, 2020
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Haha are you me?
What? Why you laugh? I don't understand
@Octavina, I don't want to put words in other peoples mouths.... but I think @Abir_london simply meant that she could relate to your post ("are you me?" = "we are so alike"), in regards to the things you were talking about, such as not being ready to go with SN, crisis team, etc
 
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Abir_london

Experienced
Jun 15, 2020
208
@Octavina, I don't want to put words in other peoples mouths.... but I think @Abir_london simply meant that she could relate to your post ("are you me?" = "we are so alike"), in regards to the things you were talking about, such as not being ready to go with SN, crisis team, etc
Haha spot on!!
 
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lifeisbutadream

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Oct 4, 2018
717
A "small spoon" could mean anything. Don't fool around with it. Get a little scale to measure milligrams. One n sleeping tablet used to be 100 mg.
 

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