Discussion What will your note say?

[UnravelingWinter]

Mine describes my pains and struggles. I really hope no one feels guilty.

 

[Intelligent_Panic99]

I wrote my first draft today. Mainly I am trying to explain my choice and how it is my choice.

 

[sharky]

I will leave 2 notes. One for my therapist, because i don't want her to feel like she failed me. Also to thank her for helping me feel better sometimes.
And another note to my ex gf, thanking her for being there for me and that my depression just got worse and I couldn't take it anymore but I cherish the times with her and that I hope she will be happy in life.

 

[befree]

I´m not even sure if I will leave a note. If I do, I will just say "KISS MY ASS !"

 

[LucieInTheDark]

"To whoever is reading this - I HOPE my dead body will HAUNT you forever. Have FUN scraping my brains off the wall.

FUCK YOU."

Just kidding, I'd probably leave my diary alongside a list of my passwords so they can take their own conclusions

 

[FuneralCry]

I would say things like, there is nothing that you could have done, and now I am at peace, free from all suffering. For me the point of a note would be to give those left behind some closure and will mean they are not left with unanswered questions.

 

[I need peace]

I write a diary, everyday, with my thoughts, my pain, the way I feel about the world. I guess I'll just leave a direct note to my partner, everything else will be on my journal

 

[.............]

I'll learn how to write in Hangul (Korean writing system) and make what seems like a well thought-out letter, only to reveal it is the lyrics to Gangnam Style by Psy.

 

[MellowAvenue]

If I ever do do it I plan on writing 2 notes, one to my best friend to sincerely thank him for the years of friendship that he gave me and that he's one of the only reasons I held on for so long and another for family and anyone else who it may concern describing my pain, what pushed me into finally doing it, and telling them that ultimately it's my choice and therefore my "fault" not theirs.

 

[Lost Magic]

Thank fuck it's over!

 

[thedaywillcome]

That I suffered too much under my condition.

 

[Freedomindeath4me]

I wouldn't leave one. The one person who has ever loved me enough to care knows why I'd want to exit.

 

[rabbitlinnt10]

It would be "you all made me miserable keeping me alive now I finally have peace, don't feel bad now that I'm gone, feel bad that of how you acted when I was still alive"


Or not lmao idk that's kinda dramatic but my family are genuinely evil

 

[DrownFeather]

I don't know what to say yet, maybe just that it's not my fault to do that and that's there fault for not caring when i was suffer

 

[DeprivedofLife666]

"To my narcissist grandma,

You fucking evil bitch! How DARE YOU deprive me of MY OWN LIFE! I NEVER wanted to live with you two after I graduated from high school albeit just shy of 21. How DARE YOU just take the easy way out and but me on disability because YOU couldn't be bothered to help me learn basic life skills even though my loser crackhead mother should've done that. You denied me to talk to a therapist because your selfish ass was too afraid that I would expose you to someone who would have probably helped me get my life in order. You fucked me up, because before I reached out to you, I never had all these goddamn problems. Everything they (other family members) told me about you turned out to be true after all. You emotionally, verbally, psychologically, and physically abused me on multiple occasions, gaslighted me, tried to intentionally provoke me into hitting you just so you can call the cops on me so they would probably tazer me to death. Threatened to blow my brains out with a gun if you had one, threatened to bash my face in with a glass flower vase, mocked me when I cried, treated me like a child by taking away and even breaking two of my tablets and tried to break my phone whenever we fought. Wouldn't allow me to have friends or a love life.. Wouldn't allow me to learn how to drive, or get a job because your greedy fat wrinkly ass wanted that ssi check. I couldn't get away from you, so I had to kill myself instead. Fuck you.

And to my grandpa,

You're just as much of an asshole as her. How DARE you slap me twice in my face, man handle me, put me in a choke lock while I was screaming for air and nearly passed out, when YOUR FUCKING BITCH WAS DELIBERATELY PUSHING MY BUTTONS!!!! You'll never put your fucking hands on me ever again, this is the last woman you'll ever hit in your pathetic life.

I hope you both choke on fat demonic cocks in hell since you're both soooo "Christian".

Fuck you,
Emi."

 

[DrownFeather]

"To my narcissist grandma,

You fucking evil bitch! How DARE YOU deprive me of MY OWN LIFE! I NEVER wanted to live with you two after I graduated from high school albeit just shy of 21. How DARE YOU just take the easy way out and but me on disability because YOU couldn't be bothered to help me learn basic life skills even though my loser crackhead mother should've done that. You denied me to talk to a therapist because your selfish ass was too afraid that I would expose you to someone who would have probably helped me get my life in order. You fucked me up, because before I reached out to you, I never had all these goddamn problems. Everything they (other family members) told me about you turned out to be true after all. You emotionally, verbally, psychologically, and physically abused me on multiple occasions, gaslighted me, tried to intentionally provoke me into hitting you just so you can call the cops on me so they would probably tazer me to death. Threatened to blow my brains out with a gun if you had one, threatened to bash my face in with a glass flower vase, mocked me when I cried, treated me like a child by taking away and even breaking two of my tablets and tried to break my phone whenever we fought. Wouldn't allow me to have friends or a love life.. Wouldn't allow me to learn how to drive, or get a job because your greedy fat wrinkly ass wanted that ssi check. I couldn't get away from you, so I had to kill myself instead. Fuck you.

And to my grandpa,

You're just as much of an asshole as her. How DARE you slap me twice in my face, man handle me, put me in a choke lock while I was screaming for air and nearly passed out, when YOUR FUCKING BITCH WAS DELIBERATELY PUSHING MY BUTTONS!!!! You'll never put your fucking hands on me ever again, this is the last woman you'll ever hit in your pathetic life.

I hope you both choke on fat demonic cocks in hell since you're both soooo "Christian".

Fuck you,
Emi."

Wow that was awful to experience, bitch peoples are everywhere, sorry for your struggles you don't deserve this