What will you do the last day of you life?

[NormaJeane]

Suicide has existed throughout human history. Some of us do not have the emotional and intellectual equipment or the physical strength to cope with a lifetime of troubles and choose to die. Life is a personal responsibility. We must each decide for ourselves. The most important of our civil liberties is the right to govern our own lives, what happens to our bodies including the right to choose to die.

When life will be unbearable suffering, death and suicide will come to mind as a way of release. No one really wants to die because we are programmed to live. But nobody can escape death. Sooner or later life is drawing to a close and it has to be faced. Death can be scary. It can be scary to die alone.

What will you do the last day of your life? Visit a church and talk to a priest. Take a walk in a park. Maybe you want to write a suicide note. Whether you are religious or not, following prayer can be appropriate to read aloud before you die:

 

[Scribble Fan]

I'd probably listen to my favorite tunes and watch my favorite movies one last time before saying farewell.

 

[Hennessy]

Drink beer and cognac. Check the rope one last time. Curse humanity.

 

[ClownMe]

it'd probably just be another boring day for me, play my phone, watch some tv, nothing special.

 

[Celerity]

It's probably gonna suck, honestly. I'm just going to get up, drive to the location, and do the deed. Coming from nothing. I will have emptied my apartment (if I get one) and will have ended my lease. I will have nothing left, not even a phone.

 

[WornOutLife]

Visit my parents and play with my dog, have sex with a girl, watch some videos and pictures from when I was younger while getting drunk AF and then just die smiling while telling life to go f*ck itself!

 

[SheJumped]

Ensure everything is in place and nothing left undone, sending out letters to friend and family. Drive to the selected spot, one last drink and go through my playlist and say goodbye my bus is approaching.

 

[Celerity]

Ensure everything is in place and nothing left undone, sending out letters to friend and family. Drive to the selected spot, one last drink and go through my playlist and say goodbye my bus is approaching.

Which method are you using? I also have a particular spot in mind.

 

[WFJ74]

Be a slave to my tormentor as I have for 3 years. And I will be happy to finally be free of it.

 

[Celerity]

Be a slave to my tormentor as I have for 3 years. And I will be happy to finally be free of it.

SO? Parent?

 

[lost.ghost]

let loved ones know they are loved
i have anorexia so i restrict frequently, on my last day i think i'd like to just eat whatever i want

 

[FuneralCry]

Probably not a lot. Just be glad it is all over and listen to some music. I would make sure my notes were prepared. In an ideal world I would like to take some SN and I would go to an isolated nature spot and look at the view and then just pass away.

 

[Lady black]

Being glad that I'll be dead soon

 

[Largeletters]

Be a slave to my tormentor as I have for 3 years. And I will be happy to finally be free of it.

I'm so sorry... I hope you find your peace.

 

[Hurt]

I think I've done everything I wanted in life. I'm just waiting to die. There's nothing special I want to do.

 

[deepinlimbo]

Have a walk, prepare some emails and go over my note. Maybe sit in church for a bit, to muster the strength I need to ctb and being agnostic (maybe more airing on the side of atheist really, which I know seems a bit contradictory going to a church) as I feel inclined to do this to let my guilt and shame go and also I find just sitting in church peaceful. I know people who visit them who don't even like religion but like the fact that they can be non judgemental places.

I can just let my life Reflection commence. Then I will find my place at the coast on a sunny day and catch the bus.

 

[Pookie]

Do they very thing that gave me life in the first place

 

[Wrennie]

My suicide will surely be impulsive so I can't say for sure. But there isn't much of any variation in any of my days anyway… I just lie in bed and think about death, so it would likely be that way on the date of my CTB as well.

 

[Thisgirlwantstosleep]

Nothing special. The day will probably be awful.

Have to make sure everything in my studio flat is neat and tidy so my family simply have to move my stuff out.

I've got to pack my SN and suicide notes in a suitcase then travel to the hotel. Have to hope and pray they don't engage in small talk because that might get me to break my stoicism. Also would have to have been fasting for hours before, and killing yourself isn't exactly a happy event so all in all, a very daunting and not fun experience.

I mean my life was miserable so it makes sense that my death would be equally as bleak.

 

[motel rooms]

Struggle with SI & die

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

Nothing special. I think it's going to be pretty impulsive

 

[Celerity]

Struggle with SI & die

I mean, as stoic as most of these answers have been, we all know it's gonna be this if we're really honest with ourselves.

 

[motel rooms]

I mean, as stoic as most of these answers have been, we all know it's gonna be this if we're really honest with ourselves.

All of us on here who are genuinely suicidal are basically just struggling with our SI all day long, aren't we? That's why even people who don't believe in God keep unconsciously inventing all kinds of fanciful afterlives - what is that if not their SI scaring them into staying alive? My SI is disguised as the pathetic short-lived pleasure I derive from making dumb jokes & watching porn

 

[Celerity]

All of us on here who are genuinely suicidal are basically just struggling with our SI all day long, aren't we? That's why even people who don't believe in God keep unconsciously inventing all kinds of fanciful afterlives - what is that if not their SI scaring them into staying alive? My SI is disguised as the pathetic short-lived pleasure I derive from making dumb jokes & watching porn

Haha, I mean, same, but I make most of my dumb jokes on Reddit. You can't be sad 24/7 or we'd all be dead within a day or two of joining SS.