I was taking 9mg of xanax for a long time and then a doctor screwed me over and dropped me to 3mg. My roommate and I got me back up to 6mg of clonazepam. There has to be a combination of something I can take and go die out in the snow. I was going to take a ton of olanzapine but that's not really guaranteed. I could probably get my hands on anything I need but benzos (including alcohol if i needed to) right now if you have any ideas. My parents' stock is about to sell and I think my funeral would be paid for and my friends would be okay. My parents would take care of my best friend.
