Discussion Venting/sex as self harm

[TheLastGreySky]

Yesterday I wanted to recover and today I want to CTB. It's crazy to remember all the times when I was a teenager that I was told things would get better, but they got much much worse. I'm 32 and I'm still making the same mistakes. I'm still sleeping around just to feel something and it seems like everyday I take what I hate and I make it a part of me.

Unfortunately I've been discredited by some of the mods in the discord for my means of self harm being considered invalid or as CuriosityAndCat said "humble bragging".
I'm not well mentally and I've lost everyone I've known because of my inability to self regulate,
But apparently my problems aren't valid.
And in all honesty, I hope some people do kill themselves. I'm tired of caring for everyone just to hurt myself for people who don't give a fuck. I'm tired of this meaningless life of pain and suffering.

 

[lookup]

I don't think you should be saying something like you hope some people do kill themselves. But on a different note, are you trying to convey the fact that your sexual habits are self destructive? If so then I think it's a perfectly reasonable statement. However I imagine other people might be confused by the term "self harm" since it commonly refers to physical self harm.

 

[carac]

Sasu does not have a discord server