Just wanted to update instead of making a new thread. Fucking sick hag made me get up early and fix her one slice of buttered toast. So I did, even burnt my damn thumb, buttered the damn thing as best as I could even though we live in a drafty old house and the GLASS Butter dish tends to get COLD when it's on the counter by the WINDOW and firms the butter. Anyway, did that and served it to her. Her response, "This fucking Butter isn't melted!!!! Who serves their sick grandmother cold toast!!! Get out of my fucking way you fat lazy bitch I'll make it my self, go back to bed you lazy whore!!!! God I wish I could have a different life, what did I do to deserve this!!!" You know, being a typical toxic narcissistic abuser. Then had to make all of these unnecessary moans and groans and even "shaking" as if to let the whole goddamn world know that she has a little cold. I'm honestly wondering if she's even really sick or just faking, because she's pulled this stunt before for sympathy points and attention. If anything, I should be the one asking what I did to deserve this bullshit. I'm just so fucking done and tired of being stuck in this hell! CTB is looking more and more like paradise. And yes I did read that overdosing on Acetaminophen can kill you even if you were to throw it up because you can still destroy your liver and die. I'd rather have a painful death than deal with this toxic bitch.
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DrownFeather
The proudest communist feather ever
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lostmylove
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I know what it's like to be abused every day, called an 'idiot' called ugly and fat. Called 'stupid' etc etc. When it comes from someone you love it's terrible of course.
Is there no way you can get rid of your obligations to looking after her and walk away? Ik it's difficult to even think about that.
Is there no way you can get rid of your obligations to looking after her and walk away? Ik it's difficult to even think about that.
DrownFeather
The proudest communist feather ever
- Apr 7, 2022
- 184
It's not about pain, you might able to tolerate, but you can get permanent liver damage and will need transplantation, you will end even worse
NearlyIrrelevantCake
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onlyanimalsaregood
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FuneralCry
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It must be so horrible dealing with someone like that, some people really are so cruel. I hope that in whatever happens you are able to get out of that situation.
Yeah I just realized I wrote that, sorry. I was super pissed and tired while writing.
Thanks but the problem is that I don't look after her. She's a toxic piece of shit who is using my depression as a monetary gain. I got put on ssi. It's a long story that I would rather not keep explaining. She refuses to let me get therapy because she loves to feel like people have to depend on her. And since I have no job, no driver's license, and no where else to go because where I live there are no shelters, I have no choice but to stay with her and I hate it. And calling the cops is no good, they can't even do their job unless someone waves a donut in their face not to mention given what I've seen on the news, I'd rather not be a victim of cop abuse as well since I do suffer from a mental illness. And no I don't have friends either who could help.
I know but I'd rather take my chances of staying in a hospital and dying from no liver donor than continue to live with her. I don't suppose that I could tell a nurse why I I overdosed to begin with? I mean I doubt they could even do anything about emotional/verbal/mental abuse towards a 31 year old suffering from depression.
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