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Roseate
Arcanist
- Mar 24, 2021
- 456
I was at work and this customer purchased this knife, the one they use to open packages and shit. And now my arms are itching. I don't have an addiction with self harm but I really want to right now. I really want to (sorry don't read this if you trigger easy) grab a knife and just drag it across my skin so fucking deep. I don't wanna talk to my therapist about this cuz then I'll have to acknowledge why I cut and maybe I'm just not ready for that. I just want to bleed. To breathe. To not feel like a fucking abnormal person. Like I just feel like I'm faking it and everyone can see through my act, can see that I don't belong here and I want to not feel like a complete fucking loser.