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mrtime87
Experienced
- Jul 9, 2024
- 204
Everyone knows I'm sick and want to end my life.
I have numerous failed attempts and despite my worsening health am told to stay positive.
I honestly can't go about being around family members and trying to to stay positive when they will no longer look at me.
I feel like I'm in some absurdist ingmar Bergman comedy about a guy who wants to kill himself. The more he tries the worse his life gets.
That's literally how I feel. The more I try to ev m think about suicide, the worse my life gets.
Without this forum I would have nobody to turn to about how I feel.
Human suffering truly has no limits, and it's cruel to expect someone to continue to stay happy when they are suffering.
Sometimes death is the only way out of a bad situation, but to ignore that means we receive no help to end our lives.
Please, take care of your health and dont fall for the "if things get worse I'll kill myself" mindset.
The chances of succeeding are stacked against us. Even guns are hard to use because most of us have never even held one.
I can't accept that I'll live a life of dread and horror. There has to be a way to end my life without resorting to extremes, but sadly maybe there's not.
I have numerous failed attempts and despite my worsening health am told to stay positive.
I honestly can't go about being around family members and trying to to stay positive when they will no longer look at me.
I feel like I'm in some absurdist ingmar Bergman comedy about a guy who wants to kill himself. The more he tries the worse his life gets.
That's literally how I feel. The more I try to ev m think about suicide, the worse my life gets.
Without this forum I would have nobody to turn to about how I feel.
Human suffering truly has no limits, and it's cruel to expect someone to continue to stay happy when they are suffering.
Sometimes death is the only way out of a bad situation, but to ignore that means we receive no help to end our lives.
Please, take care of your health and dont fall for the "if things get worse I'll kill myself" mindset.
The chances of succeeding are stacked against us. Even guns are hard to use because most of us have never even held one.
I can't accept that I'll live a life of dread and horror. There has to be a way to end my life without resorting to extremes, but sadly maybe there's not.