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deathisnear
Experienced
- May 23, 2021
- 284
Today I've never felt closer to ctb than I do now. I know it won't happen today unfortunately, maybe not even real soon, but the feeling I have today is hard to describe. feeling of commitment, a feeling of no turning back, a feeling that everything is going to be okay and a feeling that peace is near. I need to bottle this feeling up and keep it with me as I write my notes and finish up my final odds and ends. I don't want this feeling to ever leave, My eye is on the prize now, full steam ahead, no hesitation, I'm on a collision course with death and sweet sweet non existence and I fucking love it