These therapists think i'm mentally ill

[deathproof17]

The reality is I'm just a natural born loser. Ugly, autistic and short. People have always used me as a punching bag for jokes or at best feel pity or me. I've never been admired or respected. Of course my circumstances lead to depression. I'n smart enough to know how limited I am but too helpless to fix anything. They think my problems will be fixed with all these medications but the only fix is reincarnation.

 

[TragedyBornCrimson]

As a guy with Christian ties, I wonder how God could ever judge anyone when there are so many things in life that are outside our control. Why didn't he make everyone attractive and have the same level as of intelligence and physical ability? So much of our adult lives are dictated by the trauma endured as a child which we have little control over. This makes me more and more worried that if there is an afterlife, it will be a place that I'll still want to ctb to not existing all together.