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mayHeCurseUsAll
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- Nov 23, 2019
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I'll be focusing on the not to, of course, what I am talking about works dually for the 'to'. Often suicidal people are reminded that given a change of attitude/perspective they will see that life is worth living, this in itself almost seems like an invalidation of their pain. If something no longer exists after a shift in perspective, was it ever there to begin with? But let's ignore the fact that saying things like this almost certainly invalidate people's pain, let's assume it's true, in that case so is the opposite, your happiness is not 'real' in the same way your pain wasn't. If you swing back into your previous attitude and perspective, your happiness is replaced with suffering. The only reason we prefer one delusion to the other is because we are animals and happiness/positive emotion is what keeps us waking up in the morning and drives us to keep 'doing'. Beyond this biological truism there is nothing more real about our experience of positive emotion than our experience of negative emotion. From this place of transcendence one can see suicide has always been a neutral action, as with any action. This train of thought often calms me down, it is similar to recalling everything has a time limit, is transient, and it gives me glee to know that people I envy who bask in often undeserved happiness for most of their lives will too experience utter fear in their last moments, every authority figure who society deems better than you will be reduced to a baby in their last moments. It is physical proof we are all the same.