Venting The only thing that can help me rn is a bullet in my head

[happylilsht]

I'm so tired and hurt i gave up I don't want it anymore I don't wanna try i'm a burden the only thing i give people is making them worry about me being negative and depressed who wants that? I lost my appetite i don't wanna eat i don't want to breathe it's getting harder i'm suffocating I don't wanna leave my bed i want to die now fuck this fuck my parents fuck my siblings I can't take it anymore

 

[saltshaker]

Do you have access to a gun?

 

[happylilsht]

Do you have access to a gun?

No unfortunately.

 

[WornOutLife]

Sorry to hear you're feeling like this.

As for me, having some SN around would be awesome because there days on which, damn, I just can't deal with this weird thing called "life".