Venting The emotional pain begins. I'm going to drink.

[bad luck]

How much it hurts when they did irreparable damage to your heart. That pain that rises from the chest to the throat and stays there throbbing while your eyes get wet.

 

[WornOutLife]

What are you going to drink, amigo?
I'm sorry to hear you're in pain.
Brinda por mi.
Abrazo grande!

 

[bad luck]

What are you going to drink, amigo?
I'm sorry to hear you're in pain.
Brinda por mi.
Abrazo grande!

Beer. For now I can mask its scent. I don't think I'll crawl back. Just a couple of liters to slightly anesthetize my brain. Wow. What an antidepressant shit I have.

 

[orlandom]

How much it hurts when they did irreparable damage to your heart. That pain that rises from the chest to the throat and stays there throbbing while your eyes get wet.

Yes. Also tonight.

 

[Isisnefert]

Cerveza. Por ahora puedo enmascarar su olor. No creo que vuelva a gatear. Solo un par de litros para anestesiar ligeramente mi cerebro. Guau. Qué mierda antidepresiva tengo.

I feel you, i do it with pills

 

[bad luck]

He had not drunk for 11 days. The antidepressants they sent me were supposed to take away my depression. I'm sure that when I see my psychiatrist again he will raise the dose even more.

Two liters of this (8.6 °) is fine. I already drank 1 and it eases the pain. Oh, much better than antidepressants. I always blame my Austrian great-grandfather for having an iron liver.

 

[orlandom]

I am with u bro
But only 4.9%. And i have 6 of this)

This is our antidepressants today



Refused the quack psychotherapist. The pills are somewhere in the trash can. Be healthy.

 

[bad luck]

I am with u bro
But only 4.9%. And i have 6 of this)

This is our antidepressants today

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Refused the quack psychotherapist. The pills are somewhere in the trash can. Be healthy.

3 liters is not bad. There my long-range vision begins to fail me, but I can really handle it and more. Enjoy

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

For me usually drink straight Kentucky Bourbon. Love some beers and sake though.

 

[bad luck]

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

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Wow that is huge!

 

[TriggerHappy]

I'M A VODKA MAN MYSELF...
Our agency did their brand so I conveniently had bottles of the stuff all over the place
( - for focus [sic] group study purposes only!!)

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

I'M A VODKA MAN MYSELF...

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Titos is great for that

 

[orlandom]

I am! - after 3 liters...

Now...

Its realy me... Antidepressants works...

"Mufasa" here

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

8.6% beer? Now you're talking.

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

Someone pass the Karhu

 

[bad luck]

I lied to you. I have 2 liters of this

 

[orlandom]

I lied to you. I have 2 liters of this

How do you?

 

[bad luck]

How do you?

I will comment later. Now I am passing the rescue of the century. My phone was stolen, and several other things happened, and now I'm still recovering.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Just started drinking a bit, the loneliness, rage and pure pain is unimaginable. This is fucking garbage.

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

Just started drinking a bit, the loneliness, rage and pure pain is unimaginable. This is fucking garbage.

I learned after a year of drinking that eventually you find the bottle is bottomless.

 

[sunsetintehwoods]

Oh, alcothread, i am this close to rob my freezer.

 

[Octavina]

I'm not a drinker at all, but I do self medicate with benzos and alcohol weekly. I'm a lightweight, I have a couple sips of cider and feel dizzy and hot haha. It's great though, it stops the flashbacks for a while and when I sleep the depression is gone for a bit. I know it's not a healthy coping mechanism, but I'm sure you relate haha
Also it's only like 4% haha I feel like a baby in this thread

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Also it's only like 4% haha I feel like a baby in this thread

Lol, I have drunk 10% beer but it's only 1.5 L. No tolerance, though, haven't had alcohol in several months.

 

[bad luck]

I'm still in pain. What should only have been 2 liters of strong beer ended up in several more. I do not remember. I met a Finnish beggar. A young man in his 30s ordering outside the supermarket. He invited him to beers and food. Then we drank more and more. Cheap supermarket beers. We walked for several hours but he got angry with me because he thought I was far-right, by God, well, it doesn't matter ... he left and I left. The police showed up and beat me up. I have bruises all over my body. I don't know why they didn't arrest me and take me to the dungeon. I think I lost consciousness and they left me lying in the street. I imagine that attributing my death to the police would be the last thing they wanted. No ambulance came. Then I kept walking and someone came up behind me and stole my cell phone. I remember it was 1.65cm or so but it was light and fast. I ran after him but couldn't find him. I came home at 5:00. Beaten, no cell phone, and baton bruises on my calf and arms. My neck also hurts and I have a bump.

 

[orlandom]

I'm still in pain. What should only have been 2 liters of strong beer ended up in several more. I do not remember. I met a Finnish beggar. A young man in his 30s ordering outside the supermarket. He invited him to beers and food. Then we drank more and more. Cheap supermarket beers. We walked for several hours but he got angry with me because he thought I was far-right, by God, well, it doesn't matter ... he left and I left. The police showed up and beat me up. I have bruises all over my body. I don't know why they didn't arrest me and take me to the dungeon. I think I lost consciousness and they left me lying in the street. I imagine that attributing my death to the police would be the last thing they wanted. No ambulance came. Then I kept walking and someone came up behind me and stole my cell phone. I remember it was 1.65cm or so but it was light and fast. I ran after him but couldn't find him. I came home at 5:00. Beaten, no cell phone, and baton bruises on my calf and arms. My neck also hurts and I have a bump.

Sounds like a bad way to commit suicide. Sorry brother Damn, I'm really sorry that everything turned out like this. Listen. But it's not that bad. You are at least distracted.

That's all 8.6%...

 

[orlandom]

I hope you are well. Worried about you

 

[bad luck]

I think I have reached the lowest point in my life. I feel like I am a danger to myself when I drink.

I am thinking of CTB soon.